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mid april 2024 we’ve met for the first time through a friend in common, exchanged phone numbers just for cordiality, learned she was in a relationship by the time, no feelings at all.

mid november 2024 I was playing Audrey in Little Shop Of Horrors by the time, Fiona showed up in a random night with a bouquet of flowers, we talked backstage and I discovered she wasn’t in a relationship anymore, we arranged to meet for coffee to 'chat' a week later.

january - mid april 2025 we started a somewhat ‘relationship’, casual hookups, dates, spending weekends away together and sometimes risky stories that could hint a relationship, never anything serious, no ring, no ‘you want to be my girlfriend’ questions asked

end of april 2025 I finally brought up the topic of a serious relationship and Fiona chickened out, saying I was ‘too young for her’ and we could keep as it was, so honestly I just gave up and made clear I wanted no ‘casual’, we finished everything and followed our own paths

mid july 2025 after MONTHS without any contact, Fiona showed up in the opening night of Cabaret, I was playing Sally Bowles. She tried to talk backstage with me but I just told her to fuck off and then hinted that maybe I was already seeing another person (I wasn’t).

august 2025 She came back another night almost a month later, brought a bouquet of flowers just like in 2024 when she came watch me in The Little Shop Of Horrors, and how I’m lowk such an easy woman for her (Fiona come home) I actually accepted talking with her and ended up accepting giving her a second chance to ‘make things right’.

november 2025 after months of rumors on internet, Fiona asked me to be her girlfriend literally on a random Monday night, OF COURSE I said yes and pretty much in the same day we made it public for the whole internet (and I was so soooo relieved that it actually worked out between us this time)

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okay, was too overwhelmed with yesterday’s episode so I’m only posting this now LMAO was a really sad and chaotic episode but also Dr Pretty Bangs looking all gorgeous, biceps flexing while crouched between a woman’s legs THAT’S RIGHTYTTT

‘ oh woah, good night oscar and good night women. I want to start directly saying that without women, we wouldn’t be here tonight, without women none of the movies being nominated tonight would be here. From the script to the editing, there’s a bit of women all around us and I couldn’t be happier to be up here, representing all this gorgeous and talented women of this category. The Nominees for Best Supporting Actress are: ,

❛ oh yes! Amy Madigan, Weapons! ❜

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It’s Thursday which means I have some comments about Dr Pretty Bangs on my screen 👹👹 tho I’m tamed today, so please appreciate it.

she was just so soft spoken through this hole episode can she please please please talk with me like this??? Right in my ear if possible??!!! AND ALSO THE PREVIEW FOR NEXT EPISODE??? I know we are supposed to be suffering but can she PLEASE WHISPER IN MY EAR LIKE THAT??!! Gosh I need to shift and put my hands on this woman 👹👹👹👹 Idk man I’m going insane right now, please leave me in my corner

‘ that’s so exciting, I always wanted to be in these. Thank you for inviting me, Criterion. I’m Millie Dourif Whannell and these are my picks. ,

① pick . . AMMONITE (2020)

‘ I think I just wanted to pick this one? It’s a gorgeous queer movie, I think there’s not a single flaw about it, acting is so good, extra points for Saoirse Ronan, she’s such an amazing actress and there’s something about this one that calls me, so it’ll be my first pick. ,

② pick . . BRIDE OF CHUCKY (1998)

‘ Did someone ever pick a horror movie? Gosh I hope my father isn’t watching this, he hates this one. I think it’s just the fact I grew up with horror movies and deep in the horror industry thanks to my uncle. Chucky was one of the first horror franchises I took interest in, and maybe especially this one because of Tiffany. I should’ve picked one that my wife is in, shouldn’t I? That’s okay, this is my second pick. ,

③ pick . . SAW IV (2007)

‘ Talking about my uncle, this one is for him. It is not my favorite, but it’s the first I have memories of being behind the scenes, of playing with the props and being babied by the cast, so I’m picking this one for my third pick. Purely for the memories, I like it, it takes me back to my childhood. My favorite one is SAW II tho. ,

④ pick . . DEATH BECOMES HER (1992)

‘ Oh I want this one! I was obsessed with this movie when I was younger, maybe I’m just a lesbian, right? I think it’s something about Meryl Streep. Also I think this movie is so significant in pop culture. I feel like Death Becomes Her is everywhere, photo shoots, singer concepts, it’s a big happening in the industry, I like this. ,

⑤ pick . . THE SWAN (2023)

‘ Am I picking too much? No? That’s okay, okay. This is Wes Anderson, like for comedy relief, even tho this one is quite sad, isn’t it? It was four short movies Wes released, I think this one is my favorite, it’s so reflective and together with Anderson’s style, gosh this is a masterpiece, I’ll not be accepting other opinions. ,

⑥ pick . . THE SILENCE OF THE LAMBS (1991)

‘ I think this is my last one, it is just a horror classic, right? I mean it’s Hannibal, pretty cultural in horror too, Jodie Foster as Clarice is also such a good play, I’ll forever treasure this one. ,

⑦ pick . . PAN’S LABYRINTH (2006)

‘ Wait! This is my last, I didn’t know you guys had this! Pan’s Labyrinth was my whole childhood, such cool monsters and the whole story is just like, perfect for a child with too much imagination. Guillermo del Toro is so dreamy, I had the opportunity to meet him some years ago and I think my inner child was so happy, this is my last pick. ,

‘ Okay I’ll end here now, how many did I pick? Seven I think. I hope it was a nice view inside my head and what I like. I’ll say one more thing now: please watch horror and please appreciate horror! Okay guys, bye now. ,

Dr Pretty Bangs on my screen for more than five minutes again life is so fucking good, also I’m about so say some pretty unhinged things under the pictures so this is a second warning just so you guys don’t say I DIDNT WARN YAH 🫩

not mentioning her fucking gorgeous blue eyes, and trust me it’s HARD to not mention ‘em, her bangs???!!! Her face???!!!! I feel like y’all DONT understand the deep of when I say I desperately need her inside of me, over me, honestly wherever she wants to be, y’all can pry her away from my dead cold hands the moment I shift cause I’ll lock this woman in my bed for at least a week. I could say a lot more but I’m keeping to myself cause y’all don’t need to know all my thoughts, but she’s been walking around this damn hospital like it’s big and trust me, IT IS.

Fiona and I have an australian blue heeler in my director dr, and her name is Young. I think it’s safe to say we are both animal lovers (we also have a cat, but this is another story) so a puppy felt like the right choice when we moved together. We have a house with a big yard so Young can run around happily and waste her puppy energy, and she’s an Australian blue heeler because I mean, have you ever seen one??

Again this is just some debrief and rambling about a small thing I like about my script, oh and also her name is Young because of Amanda Young, just because I grew up around the saw cast because of my uncle, so it was a small tribute so my horror obsessed childhood :P