I made a new short film. It was filmed in the middle weeks of April, and was completed and shown to over one hundred people about three weeks ago. It already feels like a lifetime. It was for school, I graduated and before I could do that I needed to make a film. It was a very difficult experience and I don't look back at it as a fond memory. I learned a great deal. That is, I made plenty of great mistakes that I can learn from if I choose to do so. The entire ordeal wasn't a disaster, though it teetered on the edge of it for a long time. The film itself isn't even so bad. In fact, it's okay. I spent about an hour on here, writing about all the negative things that happened to me trying to make this film before I deleted all of it. I don't want come across as bitter. In fact, I don't want to be bitter at all. It was bitter circumstances that are now over. It was people I didn't mix well with, people who are now no longer a problem. It was situations that were not in my control. Being bitter about that is so, so pointless. What was in my control, I'm proud to say, I controlled. I could have always done my job better. I'll never have done 100%, because, when it's over, I'll know where I could have run that one extra mile that could have made everything better. As it is, I gave 99% and for that, I'm happy.
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