Sad Bish

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

people are like “this behavior could kill you” okay so what

how embarrassing to still be this way. how embarrassing to care for myself so little. shameful

Sexy skinny is never my goal. I need to be horrible creature thin.

might be allergies, might be a cold, i CANNOT tell the difference anymore

when its getting bad again but you can‘t talk to anybody about it so you lowkey just sit there and let your thoughts consume you

i wish alcohol didn’t have any calories

i fucking hate my boobs

Being angry is exhauuusting.

things that once made me feel safe are now making me feel nervous

I'm paranoid that I'm actually a million pounds and I just think that I'm smaller