wheres my love?

I've always struggled with knowing how to start a thing... okay I have a hell of a lot of great stories, but bro, I don't know how to tell them. what should be the former or latter? like you know what there was a guy I met at a book fair five years ago who had big emerald eyes who smelt like cupcakes gifted me a book..?? or like, hey you see this book I always carry with me, well five years ago there was a book............?? idk ? it's beautiful and sad, not sad sad but sad.

why can't we just date casually and love each other like die hard worshippers? so that you don't have to break my heart for good and I'd never have to stop kissing your forehead.