Eclectic & Electric

It's hard to explain but sometimes I feel like I am waisting my best years being fat. I'll never be a teenager again and how can I just allow myself to feel this way for the whole year? I want to be thin, live unworried about my body, enjoy this years. Sometimes I look back at events I shouldve enjoyed that i'll never go back to, I wasted them feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. It's sad. All those beach trips, they weren't supposed to be the hell they felt like.

⊹₊⊹₊ girlhood grunge ⊹₊⊹₊

Fasting while overweight is hell, but not for the reason you think. I'm sure we're all familiar with how fasting can just make you *feel* skinny and weightless. But when you get that feeling while fasting and overweight, you just keep remembering that you in fact are NOT skinny and are far from. It sucks feeling skinny and then being reminded of your reality and that you have so far to go

✨Current mood✨

"ugh but it's going to takes so long!”