I had been having some hard times dealing with anxiety, birthday jitters, mostly self doubt. I know everyone was rallying around me but I felt needed more help this time from the big leagues and I know Eric was the only one I know who takes bit of my anxiety and a strong dose of my parents' ol school words of wisdom and turn it something more unique that helped me calm down and cried for a while b/c deep down I didn't felt that I grown up that much but everyone including Eric said otherwise that made me feel better. I just need to be kinder to myself more and realize that I deserved more credit than I given myself previous. The Description Goes like this: Hello Eric on May 16 I’ll be 39 years old. Last year you taught me a very valuable and important lesson about embracing aging and I am still learning but still finding myself trying so hard fighting it. Maybe deep down inside I am frightened as a little girl which kind of crazy for me to say. 38 wasn’t as bad as I thought but 39 that I don’t know but all I know is that I am afraid. Thank you for your understanding Eric.










