Surrounded by Dreams filled with Good Vibes

This is possibly the most, absolute most touching, heartfelt, and moving dance I've witnessed. The song matches the dance perfectly. Their moves are so in sync with the amount of emotion shown. • God, You're a good good Father •

• God, all time is in Your hands and I know this much to be true. It’s hard to

  imagine life without dad. If it be time to call him up and struggle no more 

Climax... 

The thought of you.. I jss can’t relax.. 

so many fckin thoughts racing through my mind. Where do we go? Where are we going? Where are you? Am I not doing something enough? I am doing something too much? What’s going on with us? Can we not set aside some time? Is this the height of us? Show me something... anything... a simple text throughout the day that I cross your mind.. show me that I’m still important to you... I feel less important.. I don’t need alot.. Jss some of your time and energy... 

I can’t get what we had out of my mind.. where are you now?? show me something please... I’m over here heavy hearted wondering... Thinking.. it’s ok, it’ll be ok, you’re there I know it.. Trusting God you are.. Hoping to God that you are... Is this my fault as a lost leader? I’ll take the blame... I’ll place your happiness before mine.. I only hoped that my actions spoke louder than my words ever could... Through my actions my words are justified no that’s not the right word... I can never find the right words like you. You always know what to say, you’re in my head.. 

I came to a realization.. we’re just friends.. stuck in a weird place.. yes, you’re still in my life. yes, I’m still in yours.. but is that the height of it now? is this our climax? you’re not my girlfriend.. I’m not your boyfriend... I’m your friend.. I’m there for you but I’m really not feeling you being there for me... I try my best to listen to you.. let you talk it all out first before saying anything... let you get it out... 

you gotta win.. fine.. I was lost.. it wasn’t right of me to try and court you when clearly I wasn’t ready.. Lead you on like how I did.. cheated on you by indulging in sin of porn. I’ll take full responsibility of your heartache... 

(BRIAN VENEMA)

been on this William Singe tip lol.