posts for ereborsking.

so what if I love you. shut up

Unless you are me, in my position, don’t ever try to tell me how to feel

i tried today and i will try again tomorrow

my only talent is appearing calm and emotionless when in reality i am on the brink of death

I crave intimacy but I get confused and uncomfortable when I’m shown even the slightest bit of attention or affection.

the struggle not to roll my eyes at people when they talk

not to be thirsty on main but i would love a little kiss on the forehead

“Do you want to talk about it or be distracted from it” is honestly the best thing you can say to me when I say im sad/in pain etc.

Do you ever get mad at yourself because you are you

Does anyone else feel like they’re completely disconnected from everyone and everything around them and like you’ll never fucking belong anywhere or is that just me?

due to personal reasons im going to bury myself in the dirt where i belong 

sleep is great because it’s like being dead without hurting your family

due to personal reasons I deeply wish that this autumn feels entirely like rebirth