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🪄 you make elly (23) wanna... slip off a new dress suguru's cynic satoru's mess

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and to ask something. you said that geto, at the end of the day, chose melodrama!reader over all else at the end of the day, but did he love her? like, idk, he didn't love her like he loved satoru at first; but during their marriage, or after having a baby with her, did he finally start to love her at some point? or he just used her to fulfill the expectations his parents had set on him since he was a teen? to keep them happy and make them proud? 😕

also, idk if i missed something or it's just my bad memory, but the twins aren't his, are they? 😭😭😭 sorry.

at this point, i think the happiest end virgin!reader could have is making her life far away from her dad and satoru, cause i swear they don't deserve her. (as daughter for suguru, and as partner for satoru.) but… if this happened, suguru would try to reach her out? 😕 not out of control but out of genuine remorse and a desire to make things right with his daughter? (i just can't think of suguru as a decent person anymore. 💀)

she is so dear to me. 😭 she should be able to be happy and make the most of her life without having to suffer because of the past mistakes of two stupid men. (i'm sorry i just… GOD, I HATE SUGURU WITH ALL MY HEART, I DON'T THINK IT'S EVEN HEALTHY ANYMORE. 😭😭😭😭 and even though i don't hate satoru, he's just so fucked up as well 💀 i hope they rot in hell and never find happiness for everything they did to my precious girls. 😭)

ANYWAYS, I LOVE YOU! PLS, KEEP WRITING, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, DRINK WATER, REST AND REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE LOVED BABY. THANK U FOR GIVING US THIS MASTERPIECE. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

hiii baby!! holy shit u made my day 😭 i'm so so happy it connected with you - this is all i could ever want from my writing. hopefully its found a way to inspire you, as well <3

to answer your questions: yesss, he loves that lady 😭 it's undeniable. it's more a matter of her trusting and devoting her life to him after he fucked her over like that. of course, a part of suguru is always gonna yearn for satoru and vise versa, but it's something that was just buried. physical distance helped, too. the twins are theirs - i'm pretty sure i wrote it into one of the first chapters that we lose mom in that childbirth. i like that and think it's vague enough to hold!

also, you're so right. i don't think suguru deserves her devotion as a daughter after what he has (and will inevitably) put virgin through. however, i do think that if she and satoru didn't have the familial ties they do have, they would've been a pretty solid couple. theres a strength that they have, that's really hooked onto the fact that virgin is an equal mix of his two best friends that satoru was just doomed to love. he couldn't really be with either one of them, so in a fucked up way, when he's with virgin, he can be with both of them lmfaooo god

i don't think suguru grew up and learned from his actions. he's repeating cycles with his eyes closed, so he doesn't think he's wrong for what inevitably will be done. the thing is, that girl cannot leave her dad. she would choose her dad over satoru any day, and that's the issue - that's her reckoning. the only way she would stay with satoru is if she has her dad's support. we obviously know that'll never happen. this is all something i explore in this next chapter of virgin, so you're rightttt on time

i can't hate any of them - they're my babies but i understand u 😭😭 both of them will spend the rest of their lives alone and lonely. our girls can't relate, even if their endings are a little tragic 💔

i would do a double update if u guys are into that! it looks like it’s gonna win the poll, so i was planning on doing the special first, then waiting to post that chapter

I was highkey gonna drop my predictions for Virgin before I go on a trip this week but I saw you spoke about reaching 8k so I had to congratulate you especially because I’ve been a follower since you started Passion Play. You’ve really been passionate about the stories and characters you write. You’re really an incredibly talented writer and I love seeing how passionate you are about your stories, as well as how you’re willing to engage with the audience on your storylines. It’s always fun to ask questions and have theories and it’s especially fun to have you respond with such enthusiasm about these characters. Sending much hope and happiness🪷

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hi!! thank you sosososos much 🥰

i know you’ve been here for sooo long and i’m so appreciative of you, especially. even if you don’t think so, you’ve left a mark in my art - i’m always trying to deepen things and make my words more potent.

thank you for being here, and thank you for giving me space to talk about these stories i pour so much of myself into ❤️ loveusomuch

i wish i could explain how meaningful it's been to see your familiar names and pfp's in my notifications every day, but i'm gonna try! all the asks, the likes, comments, reblogs, tags, etc., have truly filled a part of my life I never really knew I was lacking. you all are not just readers/mutuals to me - you all are a will to continue. i can't thank u enough for giving me so much space to explore, learn, grow, and hone in on my craft like this

i was going to post 8 drabbles back-to-back (daily) to celebrate, but please let me know if you have any better ideas or wips you want to see finished/posted in celebration.

as always, i'm all ears. i'm here to give all 8k of u what u want

the draft of doom and despair 😭 ok fine

is this regarding the baby boy post i just made 😭

ohh wow in what world does everything i post get 1k notes? I can't name the last thing I wrote that GOT 1k notes. this take is just completely invalid.

while i think not judging your artistic worth on how much exposure it gets is a valuable conversation to open up, this is a counterproductive way to do so. what i like to write isn't what the algorithm favors. i'm not gonna write something that i feel creatively stifled doing, and i'm not gonna continue to build a following on a blitz of interaction that almost always dies out on impact if you don't keep up the momentum.

Seriously, thank you for being here…

oh i’m honored. this is so sweet bc i grew up listening to his freaky ass sing about getting it on, now i get to share it with u guys 💗