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We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything - what a waste!

You just woke up at 6:30AM and it is raining heavily outside, your mom asked you to not attend school today, you are happy under a blanket and wake up again at 8:00 AM. It is still raining and the weather is cold, you are watching it rain through your window. You feel so good, you sit on your bed and turn on your tv, Your mom just made you breakfast, you are watching Cartoon Network. You don't have any depression, You are living your life with an urge to grow older as soon as possible. Life was so good, man.