ใญโคท bsf! heeseung x bsf! f reader .แ ignore any errors .แ kiss confession
it was the same new years event yn had seen for the last 12 years. both their parents attended each year. always the same people, same place, same heeseung by her side.
yn sat with him, both showing each other weird cat memes. their chairs angled the balcony, towards the pretty view of seoul. jake and jay were also there, arguing over a party hat. a light up one.
โi bought itโ jay argued, snatching it from jake
โyeah but i found it on the tableโ jake tried reaching for the hat but spilled his drink โsee what you did!โ
yn only half listened. heeseung was now trying to separate the two before someone broke the hat. the hat heeseung bought.
her attention had drifted towards the couples scattered around the room. a woman fixing her boyfriends hair before taking a picture, a boy saying something to his girlfriend making her smile into his shoulder.
yn had always wished for little things like this. every year, she hoped she would have a partner for the new year.
โearth to ynโ heeseung said waving a hand
she blinked and looked at him. his collar was already loosened and his light hair fell softly over his eyes. he looked unfairly nice tonight, as usual. yn liked heeseung for so long it became embarrassing. so much that being around him felt so unfair, because life enjoyed torturing yn so much, he looked so good everyday.
โyouโre staring ynโ
โiโm actually observingโ
heeseung laughed, sitting down next to her again.
โyou know, a whole year and i couldnโt find someone to spend new years withโ she said, getting jake and jayโs attention โam i badluck?โ
jake set down his new drink, with an exaggerated sigh
โyou would actually have better luck if you would stop ignoring the obviousโ
the table went quiet, yn frowned and heeseungโs expression turned completely blank
โwhat obvious?โ yn asked
โi want cakeโ jay stood up suddenly
โoh yeah! me tooโ jake laughed, following jay
for a moment, heeseung nor yn spoke. the room grew louder as midnight got closer. yn looked at the clock then at heeseung who was still expressionless, then at her hands
โtwo minutesโ she said โand no new years kissโ she mumbled quietly, thinking heeseung couldnโt hear
โyouโre still on that?โ he said, catching the last part
โhey. i committed to it, okay.โ
โmaybe i should just kiss jakeโ yn teased
heeseungโs expression flattened, annoyingly
โright. see how that works outโ he scoffed
โokay.. sunghoon thenโ yn teased, once again
his fingers tapped the table, then stopped
yn turned so fast she nearly fell off her chair โum, what?โ
he risked stealing a glance at her โso you donโt, uh feel lonelyโ
โheeseung..โ she started
โah forget i said thatโ
the answer came out too fast yn cringed. he looked at her again, whatever nervousness he had been feeling suddenly went away.
โi meant.. no donโt forget itโ
there was less than a minute now, people had started gathering around. jake and jay watched from afar. hoping to see something go down
yn suddenly became aware of everything. how close he was, and damn how good he looked.
she turned to look at him and he was already looking at her, smiling. she let out of small laugh and shoved his shoulder
โyou canโt do thatโ
โsay something like that and then act normalโ she said, looking up at him
his laugh was low and without thinking, he grabbed her hand from inside her pocket. he stilled for a second, realizing what he did, he laced their fingers together
he leaned closer, close enough so she can smell his cologne, familiar and definitely him. close enough that both of them were smiling like little kids.
she tightened her grip. and when the place broke out in cheers, she didnโt hear any of it. heeseung closed the last bit of distance and kissed her.
it was gentle, soft at first. like if he was checking to see if sheโd pull away first but she didnโt. it felt like a secret finally slipping out to both of them. like a firework, quiet at first.
when she finally pulled away, it was just a little. enough to look at him. she blinked, trying to register what had just happened
she let out a small laugh. โyou- uh, actually did itโ
heeseung was trying his very best to stay calm but his red ears completely gave him away. โyeahโ he said quietly
it was silent for a minute. just tension and unspoken feelings, until heeseung broke the silence
โyn, i like youโ he blurted out โfor a while- it didnโt happen because of thisโ
โi just didnโt think-โ
โyou didnโt think what?โ she interrupted
โthat you.. felt the sameโ
โyouโre kind of an idiot heeโ she giggled โi like you tooโ
โYOU DO- ah, thatโs- thatโs, greatโ
โvery greatโ she said, placing a kiss on his cheek. yn smiled, trying to hide her red cheeks by turning towards the fireworks
heeseung grabbed her hand and leaned down to her face โyouโre so cuteโ followed by another kiss.
i lowkey use , and . too much :3 first written oneshot heh
dededos
prguitarman
romaincrisis
gummygunk
discoholicmusic
stormborns
dailybridgerton
theartofmadeline
