WhisperingWillows

Life is changing

So I was just making up my nightly fake scenarios before sleeping. The love of my life ( a faceless man) proposes to me at the tangled ride at the Tokyo Disney park and we get married and have a daughter and now she's a little older and he's letting her paint his nails and having a tea party with her. And I am literally in tears because I love this man so much. And I'm crying even more because he doesn't exist.

Some people might say that if they could, they would never choose to be born again. But if I could, I would never let my mother have a child because I would do anything to not have anyone go through what she has put me through.

Realizing that your attachment styles are slowly becoming secure and you're no longer anxious when you're getting to know someone new is kind of cathartic.

So I went on a first date with this really cute guy. I wore this nice cute pink top and he ended up wearing a pink shirt. Ummm universe are you trying to indicate something????

I am like other girls

You deserve to receive the love you give

Relationships are so difficult. In the past I've always been the one to pull away from people but now when I like someone so much that I want to continue this relationship, I'm now scared that he'll pull away like I always have in the past.

Oh man when he lifts you up while kissing! Like damn my man strong asf and giving me butterflies. And it's extra special because you're insecure about your weight.

Sneaking kisses with your s/o feels so amazing