stay awhile.

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i love you guys & i love eve and i PROMISE. i will be back in the near future i just. need to get myself in working order.

here's my discord for any of my mutuals who want it !! & when i say ANY mutuals i mean that !!! just lemme know who u r in a message here or there when u add me !!!

          NEGATIVITY IS ALSO  rarely reflected in her tone , despite the circumstances . eve feels uncomfortable showing those kinds of feelings in front of other people and has learned that keeping a level , kind tone can also be beneficial , even if it's only to be a source of comfort to everyone else . she's had her laugh compared to the sound of a bell before and her speaking voice is much the same : CHEERFUL AND LIGHT .

          IMMEDIATELY SHE TAKES  hold of the other's hands , cradling them in her own . ❝ you understand me !!! ❞ it is so nice to finally look someone straight in the eyes !!!

          ❝ do you think that combat boots would suit me? ❞ surely that would give her some extra height , right ? ❝ or...maybe i should take up stilting? what do you think? ❞ heels weren't the move for her ; she'd twisted her ankles too many times . which meant that stilts was the obvious next choice , right ?

          ❝ my neck-- ❞ what kind of view of the world must he have from up there ? she feels kind of like ... a bug ? ❝ --can you...lean down a bit? b-but...but not like you would to talk to a child, please. ❞

hello,,,, good morning,,,,,,,,,, i a m,,,,, he r e

          ❝ do you think it's...too late for me? ❞

          ANGER IS AN  emotion that eve prefers to defamiliarize herself with as it's one she doesn't typically respond to positively from others . emotions can be masked but that doesn't mean they aren't felt . even so , anger isn't something so easy to stir in her . most of the time what's seen in her is frustration at it's strongest . the fastest way to frustrate her is to belittle or talk over her , treating her more like a set piece than someone who is actually capable of anything .           SHE WANTS TO  be helpful and prove herself to be an asset , so when she's denied the opportunity to do so the stubbornness comes out . whether its a matter of simply being underestimated or the other not wanting to put her out doesn't matter . the second her frustration is sparked all sense goes out the window , asserting herself into the situation regardless of risk or sense . normally flippant tone will become serious , leaving no room to argue . if she thinks you will , she'll skip over it entirely and go into action instead , consequences be damned .           FRUSTRATION MANIFESTS IN  huffs and furrowed brow . frustration can be brought about for herself , but...anger never truly can . eve is incapable of feeling angry for herself , believing that everything that comes her way she deserves . she truly believes that she is permanently atoning for things that were beyond her control , trying to fix what she deems her terrible karma . anger is something she can only dredge up for the people loves and she can become truly angry that they're being treated in ways that they don't deserve .           EVE CANNOT STAND  up for herself , but she will lay her life on the line literally or figuratively for the ones she loves . her anger is frightening in the way that it still remains kind , those faced with it likely feeling as if they're being met with THE DISAPPOINTED GAZE OF KARMA ITSELF . only standing her ground eve will not yell . no , she will only fix them with that gaze of hers , unblinking , waiting to see what move they make next and reacting in turn .