If I could put pen to paper and try even the slightest to describe what I'm feeling right now, then I would. But I can't. I just feel so empty inside as though, as if my life has no purpose. Which is apparently extremely barbaric because I and every other 14,15, and 16 year old know that we gave ourselves a goal and we have to read that. And that goal is in fact our life job. We're put under so much stress at such a young age, just so we can get our 'goal' job. We're pressured to doing well in our GCSEs because without good ones we won't get into college and no college means no job. Unless your lucky. The pressure is so much all for one thing in life. We're not allowed to live in the moment because of constant fear that if we do something bad that it could implicate out lives. What gets me is that under the constant stress and pressure to get to where we wanted to be 15 years is that we might not even like the job we pick out for ourselves at 14 YEARS OLD. What will we feel then? Because I know that if it turned out I didn't like the job I gave myself at 14 I would definitely feel used, betrayed and as though my life was pointless. Pretty much like I feel now. We're out under an immense amount of pressure for the further and we have barely started living. My only question is: why plan for the future when we don't know if we're going to live or see it?
amandla
prguitarman
s-u-f-j-a-n-s-t-e-v-e-n-s
turnnoffyourmind
gamechangershow
romaincrisis
gummygunk
