Tired of real life

Finally a day off after working 62 hours in the last 7 days. I am tired as heck but I can't allow myself to doom scroll more than I already did...

These will go on my wall behind my tv! I'll add more details once the paint is dried :3

I should also finally work on chapter 3 on The Tales of the wishing tree and another Rocket Raccoon fic 😭

I finally got more stuff into my Rocket Raccoon collection omg! More merch of my F/o makes me way too happy 😭

I always check vinted daily cuz that's where I find all of my treasures! I want to buy another plush asap and some official cards. Like yeah they're not cheap but still. I also want to get the other comics but mainly second hand as well and I want to print more photos of him to put on my wall...my obsession is horrendous-

FINALLY POSTED A ROUGH CHAPTER TWO!!!!

It has a tiny bit over 2k words and I am so happy about finally working on fanfics after such a long time. I will work on editing grammar mistakes and polishing some parts to make them more readable but I AM SO HAPPY THAT I FINALLY DID SOMETHING!

Also yeah the next chapters of my original work will be postponed until I'll start to feel better...I may or may not finally get a therapist...a very needed thing sine the last time I had talked to one was like 2 years ago when I was in high school and my teacher had reccomended her to me-

I had recently moved out and I am trying to work on my apartment to make it as comfortable for me since most of my life was shitty as hell and I never got to live in my own space. I bought this very nice shelf from Lidl which I am obsessed with and earlier this week my mom told me that the roommate which lives with her sill and who I used to live with as well is willing to drill some holes in my wall so I can finally have shelves BUT NO. He randomly had decided that he will cut out some fucking planks for my shelf which doesn't has sides and wiggles a little bit if you move with it but which furniture doesn't do that?!?

So yeah I kept telling her how I don't want that and how I had never agreed on that and told her that next time they want to do anything in the apartment for which I PAY THE RENT and work on the stuff WHICH I PAYED FROM MY HARD EARNED MONEY to tell me before hand because this is the first time I finally free as a neurodivergent person who finally got out from a place where I was slowly feeling more and more crayzy and which made me realize that my mental health is even more horrible than I could ever think about since the only think I ever thought about when i lived with them was to just survive another day(Not to mention that as someone with diagnosed ADHD I HATE when soething like this happens because it ruins my day entirely and I cant stop thinking about it because its something I never agreed on and after situations like this i feel shitty as hell and NOTHING HELPS). Not to mention that she told me to just say yes since he then would be mad and he wanted to feel like he helped me WHICH IS NOT MY PROBLEM.

Another yumeship drawing

It's more lazy since I don't draw much and tbh I should practice anatomy but I'm feeling so tired and unmotivated to do almost anything in my life at the moment so yeah...

Second photo is the art based that it's based off...

I wish it was as much fun as drawing the other stuff before

Cooking up another Rocket Raccoon x reader fanfic mewhehehehehe

It's still in progress but after this I will focus on both of my original works The Tales of the Wishing Tree and Hopes and Dreams archive. I also want to post some of my yumeship fanfics specifically even though I know no one will read them but still I want to create more stuff about my yumeship other than cute stuff and drawings.

Making him watch my childhood favorite DVDs cuz I need to get of my phone even though it's almost impossible for me 🤡

Made myself this silly bookmark of my F/o

I was bored and my first book got covered by my strawberry alpro (rip strawberry alpro) so I decided to transform it and make the pages into a lesbian flag. I did the same with another WLW book I have. It was soooo much fun and NGL...I'm proud of myself for doing my best!

It's ugly cuz I haven't drawn anything for a long time except the rocket drawings and Rouge

Also Rocket looks a bit like a mix of the movie and game design cuz I was too lazy and I went by two pictures of him.....