Need to get back to this.
A Lil update regarding my previous week
My dear friend payed me a visit from Queensland and we absolutely queened out because there was pride in perth. We went to two club raves and I actually got to see a ball for the first time which made me so emotional. Then we headed off to a very quiet evening in the south basking ourselves in nature and weed where his boyfriend joined us. I hooked up with two guys kissed one guy on the dance floor and took his number. All in all a beautiful weekend. All this while I was thinking why was I not present during this fun time. I should have been. I was half present half of my mind thinking sth else.
Now that my friend is gone I'm very depressed as in I don't have any friends here who I can understand me. Whom I don't have to beg for some time to spend.
I want to deactivate every social media and runway and hide.
