[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

hate when I type :) and this 🙂 fucker appears. Go away you evil soul

i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

and i have no concept of passage of time

*fantasizes about you fantasizing about me*

what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

“I want a bf” “I want a gf” okay??? I want to let go of my past no matter how hurtful the memories might be??? I want love to define me rather than break me in my feverish attempts to seek it????? I want the ever shifting opinions of other people to no longer have such a chokehold on me?????