notes from mlm

I love you my dear boy, I wouldn't trade you for anything. I have everything I need with you.

You provide light on rainy days,

shelter me, when it storms.

and i love him

and i see him when he's angry

and i love him

and i see him when i'm losing it

and i love him

blessed, am i to see him like this

blessed, am i to love him like this

i dont know why it feels one sided at times.

but maybe i'm doing something wrong

you have every right to be angry and hate everything with what you've gone through but you choose to smile and thats something i desire

i feel myself fall for you every time i look in your eyes

everytime i saw you smile at me

"i love him, i love them, i love her, i love you"

i love who you are,

i love you in a way that makes me feel like this is the first time ive loved someone

i wish i could pretend that i was good enough for you but you deserve the galaxy and the stars, the sun and the moon, every pretty thing on earth that reminds me of you, and id sacrifice myself to get all of it for you

i saw it, i saw it, i saw it

i saw it

it stunned me

never have i felt such a warmth light me up with such radiance

so ill try and ill try and ill try

i love you more than the sea loves the beach

i love you more than a beach loves the sun

i love you more than the sun loves the universe

with you on the phone

with nothing but a candle to light me

i sit on my own

with you on the phone

and no where else id wanna be

i hear you snore

so even and slow

and wish that i was there

(to hold in my arms

and never let go

god, i wish i was there)

to hold in my arms

and never let go

if only i wasn't so scared

i fear that if

i touch you with

all my true desire

you'll disappear

not gone, but not here

Grounded on earth, yet feels like mars

stargaze, baby, you make me smile

and yet I'm still falling

will you catch me?

every breath of theirs makes me fall further

how can you do that?

you are everything

I don't see you in everything, I see everything in you.

You aren't as beautiful as the sunset. The sunset is as beautiful as you.

It baffles me how you manage to be my moon and stars when I thought no one could

I have never felt a love this way, organic.

nothing was forced and you held my hand when I was unsure

maybe we're soulmates, maybe we're not.