♫ ✮ Em !! ✮ ♫

This is a Jirai blog !! All TWs will be tagged properly though. If you do not like what this blog has on it please block me. Don't report because all that does is get rid of a safe space for me to vent.

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♡ he/him

♡ call me em or just m

♡ i loveeee nso, las, omori, danganronpa, pjsk, alt fashion, class of '09, vocaloid, my chemical romance, katseye, other things too

♡ i love purple if you can't tell

♡DNI: proshippers (technically what i mean by this is darkshippers), pedos, and i block freely

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I wish everyone I knew could just like,,, experience that thing in movies where you go in their head and learn that they have mental problems or smth but it's my head and they can finally think I'm valid

I want monster

Every time I vent people don't see it as valid so I've just given up on it. When someone else does, they have people running to them to comfort them. I wish someone could care for me in the way I need them to

i already see some light outside. It's becoming hard to even go to sleep at night. Lately I've been thinking about a certain trauma ive experienced whenever im not distracted. It's been bothering me since a little after june started.

I wish I was one of their priorities

They'll never change. What am I waiting for

you're all that I have but can't get /lyr

I wish they could genuinely love me in the way i want them to

but every time they try i push them away by laughing off the serious stuff

whenever they want to talk about something that ive been wanting to talk about i get scared of being close and i laugh it off so i dont kill them over it later