Being an poliamorous introvert can suck
Living by myself, and being a freelancer really makes it hard to have a social life. And although I love and need my alone time, it doesn’t mean I don’t crave socialization. But it’s so hard. It seems like I’ve put myself in this situation to a certain extent, and now I have no friends outside of my co workers I see on my infrequent and sporadic gigs.
And then there dating. I want to date, I crave for human touch, to flirt (if I wasn’t so bad at it). But this is even harder to achieve. I’m trying dating apps and all it really does is lower my self esteem with the very little matches I get and most of them disappear after a few exchange of simple words.
Sigh

















