Qurly Q

The nights spent missing you are the most agonizing. What thread is keeping me here…?

Are you over me yet? I still miss you. Often.

Missing you today. You always knew what to say at times like this.

Gods damn it all can you please get out of my thoughts. I miss you…

Feeling simultaneously like I’m in the healthiest place of my life so far and also trying to handle consistent episodes of loneliness, abandonment trauma, and detachment has me feeling very disconnected.

All I want to do is invite you over to share a blunt, and talk like we used to…why does it still hurt so much?

I hate how much I miss you after I hear your voice. I desperately crave these small collisions of our lives and yet they hurt me more than anything…

I woke up missing you. Fuckin hell. Turn it off

It’s hard to forget what it felt like to sleep next to you.

Feeling a bit lost lately.

I miss emotional intimacy. I miss the comfort of another person.

I don’t want to be sad about you anymore.

If anything, I miss having someone hold me when I feel like this.

After all I’ve been through, I’ve earned the right to be self aggrandizing. Existing is enough but I’ve been through hell and back and I will gas myself up. I deserve that from me.