Stupid, Emotional, Obsessive

stupid, emotional, obsessive little me

RED LIGHTS STOP SIGNS I STILL SEE YOUR FACE IN THE WHITE CARS FRONT YARDS CAN'T DRIVE PAST THE PLACES WE USED TO GO TO CAUSE I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU BABE SIDEWALKS WE CROSSED I STILL HEAR YOUR TRAFFIC WE'RE LAUGHING OVER ALL THE NOISE GOD I'M SO BLUE NOW WE'RE THROUGH BUT I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU BABE

i'm so tough when i'm alone and i make you feel so guilty, and i fantasize about a time you're a little fucking sorry. and i try to understand why you would do this all to me, you must be insecure, you must be so unhappy. and i know in my heart, hurt people hurt people, and we both drew blood but, man, those cuts were never equal.

you ruined it for me.

"𝑵𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒘𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒚, 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒖𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆. "

i look so stupid thinking 2+2=5, and im the love of your life, cause if rain don't pour and sun don't shine then changing you is possible, no love is never logical

and i doubt you ever think about the damage that you did, but i hold on to every detail like my life depends on it