teen mental case with serious issues

was out for a bit and met up with my dad's friend again to get my brains fucked out but i also targeted a boy and i really shouldn't have done that i mean just wanted to make him feel better since he has a crush on one of my friends and she doesn't like him back but tbh a hand on his shoulder progressed to rubbing his dick through his pants and then turned into succubus level sloppy head that left him moaning like someone was breaking his spine i left him panting and hyperventilating and swallowed as much cum as i could but i made a huge mess psychologically too bc now i feel i should do that over and over again for him since he's so sweet and lonely but i also know i'm kind of ruining other girls for him now

my plan was to suck him off like really get into it and treat him like a king or smth idk haha just try my best to make the back of my throat feel like the best pussy he'd ever have had but things kind of turned around on me when i got back from running like i got out of the shower and teased him a bit and more or less announced what i was going to do but he just picked me up and carried me to my bedroom before going down on me and licking me so very slowly i was a desperate bunny begging to cum and then he just got on top and fucked me gently until i took the initiative and switched before grinding and riding his dick until he exploded inside me and tonight he confessed that he genuinely thinks cumming inside me is the single greatest feeling he's ever known in his entire life like omg haha so proud and very excited even tho it's pretty inappropriate

it's not like i haven't teased him to the breaking point lately but my mom's bf just left a huge sticky load of cum deep inside my pussy and i couldn't be happier about it you see i woke up late this morning very upset bc i had a horrible nightmare so i woke up crying like a little baby and my mom's bf immediately came to the rescue drying my tears and hugging me and shit but yk i was naked bc i was still in bed and when i started hugging him back and choking his body like a snake he got hard and it didn't help that i kept telling him how grateful i am he always takes care of me and how bad i feel that my mom's never around so eventually i started kissing him too and idk two minutes later he was pulling in and out of me and i wrapped my thighs around him begging to be fucked more and for him to keep going and apologizing for my mom the whole time like it was finally time to take care of him for a change and i must have said so much shit about my mom and the dirty talk was pretty taboo ig but at some point i could feel he was going to make me cum which i didn't expect that bc he's not massive and he wasn't even going that fast but i told him and came really hard and clamped down so much that he couldn't hold it anymore either but holy shit i just encouraged him and took it all and we kissed a bit more before he left my room now tbh it's routine by now i always fuck my mom's boyfriends but this time i feel like i'm really doing smth amazing which is taking care of the man of the house while my mom's abroad again i feel a sweet guy like him just deserves my pussy yk it's only right and if it's all the same with him i think i'm going to get on my knees later today and suck and swallow his cock while he works at his desk too just to make sure he knows how grateful i am that he's such a sweet guy really he deserves it and i want to suck him dry already

watched a movie tonight and it had a couple sex scenes sure but one really turned me on so fucking much bc the guy and the woman were fucking obviously but very slowly and looking in each other's eyes and you could tell by the way she gasped and adjusted and the way her eyes widened yk he was either much bigger than she'd expected or getting even bigger or straight up filling her to the brim with hot spunk yk and idk stuff like that just gets me going and i was legit getting wet just watching that shit

last night i met one of my dad's friends at a hotel and he fucked the living shit out of me my pussy's still a bit sensitive and everything but this afternoon my subby bf friend kind of friend came over and he asked a little about it since he knew i'd be seeing someone and when i told him even just a little bit he totally lost it he asked if i'd showered yet yk like if there was still cum inside me and when i said no he begged to eat my pussy i'm not even kidding he literally begged like said pretty please i mean i was taken aback and i just couldn't stop laughing like wtf i knew he was subby and so cute and such a good boy but apparently he's also a hopeless cuckie and when i let him lick me which he did like he's never done really so fucking good i had to tell him to try and hold it bc otherwise he would have totally soaked his underwear with cum not a doubt in my mind but what the hell haha some boys are really a mystery ig

holy shit tonight was just omg need a moment haha showed up to meet my dad's friend at the hotel and ig my eyes were just giving him the i need to be filled message right away bc five minutes later i was moaning obscenities in a pillow while he gave me inch after inch after inch after inch after inch and fuck it if i didn't shake and squirm and cry he was being so gentle too but so damn big yk so even when he was going really slow and letting my pussy adjust to his girth he was still triggering one orgasm after the other fuck couldn't even feel my legs after a while and had to just lie back while he took me and kissed me and whispered in my ear how soft and warm and wet i felt and omfg i mean this guy's really exactly what i needed to start my week off right haha if there's gods out there i'll thank them for putting men on this earth who are actually made in their imagine if you know what i mean haha omg he filled me up so much too i think there's still some leaking out of me and btw i texted him just now saying how i want to thank him for fucking me so i'll be seeing him again later this week to get down on my knees and worship him and suck his dick until there's not a single drop left in his body already looking forward to it

me in my room rn trying on clothes for tonight bc i'm meeting one of my dad's friends at some hotel he doesn't know but i've fooled around with this guy before and he's really sweet but he's also got like a huge dick so that's been lots of fun like seriously i mean size matters oc but he also knows how to use it and he goes slow and steady holy shit i just start shaking and crying and shit and he knows how to keep me in that exact spot for as long as he can last haha which wasn't that long the last time he totally flooded my teen pussy but something tells me he's going to want to put me through a couple rounds tonight so very excited haha also a lowkey face reveal ig still trying to be careful don't want anything to come back to me bc my dad would kill me and then ground me but just feeling like it so there you go guys

went to the movies with my subby bf today and when we got out it was late afternoon so he said he'd go get us some food someplace and one of those hot older guys you literally see on billboards decided to stop on his run and chat me up like seriously he could have been my older man crush already slightly gray in terrific shape and smelling so damn good yk and being charming too i mean the more we talked and the more ig i giggled and i drooled and eyed him up the more i could notice his shorts were getting tighter and tighter he was aware of it and pretty embarrassed which made it so fucking cute and i lightly touched his chest and everything saying it was fine haha when my subby bf came back the guy just ran off and said bye but fuck it i've had so many nasty thoughts about what could have been yk him picking me up and pushing me against the wall while he very slowly fucks me and fills me to the brim with cum or just ordering my subby friend to drive him home while i suck his hot and sweaty cock in the backseat until he groans and bloats my cheeks with a huge fat load of potent nut haha so many options so many thoughts i'm really a deviant

friend's coming over and i'm just in a weird mood today like all day i've thought about sucking dick and huffing them yk watched porn and just idk also went for a run and did my usual shit to get my mind off it but with my friend coming over in an hour or two i can't promise i won't lure him to my bedroom and give him some outrageously sloppy head before i force him to pump the first of many loads down my throat holy shit i need it rn

my subby bf friend kind of has been a very bad boy apparently he texted me saying he had a dream about me last night so i asked what kind of dream and as it turns out he was lucid dreaming about me going down on him like full on sucking his dick like it was the last dick i'd ever get to suck and obviously he lasted all of ten seconds and then woke up cumming and soaking his sheets and making a mess of himself haha which is adorable but i wanted to stay in character and pretended i was mad at him so he apologized twenty times but i told him to come over tomorrow night for some punishment and discipline though i'm still not sure what i'm going to do bc on the one hand i could make him eat me again until he runs out of breath but on the other hand i could also tie him up and gag him with my panties and just edge the fuck out of him until it's swollen and purple before actually throating him so deep i can massage his balls with my tongue and just yk making him cum so hard he'll get an aneurysm and maybe just keep going and milk him until he's begging me to stop haha we'll see

me again wore this to a work thing where i was supposed to talk things over with the guy i'll be replacing idk he kept staring at my trinkets but smth tells me he might have just been staring at my chest too yk anyway haha maybe he's a christian and he got a little unsettled by the theme idk

just got home from a potential future job thing and it's hot af tbh outside so i was slightly hot and sweaty let's say and my mom's bf's working from home and goes hi mona if you like i can put your outfit in the laundry quick and you can wear it again soon i'm doing laundry in a minute anyway so what do i do with my stupid impulsive personality haha i just strip down then and there like everything and hand him all of it in a neat bundle even my panties i mean the look on his face was enough to make me wet and creamy but now i'm in my room touching myself and licking my hand every minute or so tasting myself and slicking myself down even more i even got the door open so he can hear me but idk part of me feels bad like why do i do this every time while the other part's like is this guy captain america or smth why is he so incorruptible it's not fair bc now he's even more attractive

my friend boy friend bf benefits kind of adorable nerdy person came over this afternoon and as per usual i put him through hell making him eat my pussy kiss me all over lick my armpits and pretty much please me however the fuck i wanted while i edged and denied him and slapped him in the cock and balls yk he's the greatest he just lets me do whatever and he totally leans into whatever kink i'll want to try for the day but my pussy is still throbbing and kind of numb rn bc he really did a number on it holy shit that boy can lick it's only a pity that i pulled him up at some point when i was exceptionally wet and creamy to lick my honey off his face and it got a little too much for him he almost passed out but that's life yk i'm glad he's surviving my training so far he's showing great promise

was watching porn late last night and this girl was spitting on the guy's dick like she actively wanted to insult it and basically ignored the rest of him from the waist up she even kissed his thighs and knees and went straight back to spitting and sucking and making a mess of his cock and balls not to mention her own pretty face and chest before the dam burst and he absolutely coated her from crown to nipples with a huge load of cum like a mf and i was thinking why is this considered a kink and not like one of the most normal things you can do to a boy i love doing this type of shit and it's fucking great normalize this please

very excited bc tomorrow my sweet subby bf bobby's coming over and he's so fucking cute and willing to please and help me explore my latest kinks i thank the gods there's still impressionable nerds left in this world who are genuinely kind and open minded enough to let me do the fucked up shit to them that i secretly want to do behind closed doors

sometimes i wonder why my mom's bf's always looking at me like he wants to force me to my knees and bang my head against the wall so he can shove his musky dick down my throat and teach me how to speak gluck gluck fluently and then i remember i walk around the house like this when he's over and she's fucked off to some seminar abroad for the tenth time this month