Emisventing @emisventing - Tumblr Blog

Hi. If you already know me from my other blog you know who I am already

If not, hi. I'm @emisnotfound on tumblr. I made a vent blog bc I figured I just probably needed a separate place for vents so I don't bring everyone down with negativity.

They/Them only

This blog is purely venting. Tws I will use are stuff like sh, sui, dysphoria, politics, ect.

I kin mafuyu and mizuki from pjsk

i have no DNI on here, as I'll just block.

Ill use some of my own tags with things, such as #emisventingagain or #emisnotfound if I remember

#intro post #emisventingagain #emisnotfound

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I shouldn't have watched that shit that was a stupid idea seeing as ik my triggers fuck

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I shouldn't have watched that shit that was a stupid idea seeing as ik my triggers fuck

#emisnotfound #emisventingagain #vent #personal vent #vent post #shitpost #idk how to tag this #send help

Stupid shit happened and now i am reminded im a dumb person

#emisnotfound #emisventingagain #personal vent #vent #vent post #shitpost #why is it that i can do and even tutor hs geometry but i take 20 minutes to understand a joke #it doesn't make sense..

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I haven't eaten or drank anything today!!!

#yayy!!#who knew all it took for me to finally stop eating #was to go into a slump again!!#it hurts but i like it at the same time ig #tw eating issues #shitpost #what am i doing #who gives a shit #idk how to tag this #send help #vent #tw ed trigger #tw ed implied

How do i stop fucking feeling emotions it hurts bad

I avoided my problems again with comics and now its all hitting me full force

Oh how i wish it wasn't illegal for me to be drinking right now

#emisnotfound #emisventingagain #personal vent #vent #vent post #shitpost #tw drinking

Im so tired of trying

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I fucked up shitshitshitshitshit

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Maybe my own choices made me end up this way. Im too clingy and dependent on people. Maybe that's why people akways get sick of me after a while

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Why couldn't I just be normal?

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when you're so embarrassed about failing a few classes you'd rather kill yourself over the summer than go through the embarrassment of retaking said classes in the future

#emisnotfound #emisventingagain #vent #personal vent #shitpost #vent post #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #lwk counting down the days atp #wdym i went from being a gifted kid to failing the easiest classes #highkey lowkey feeling suicidal rn but f it we ball #ill calm down by tomorrow morning #probably #and if not then #well guess i got new summer plans

i love when church makes me spiral to crazy places like debating suicide

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My school sent a letter home about my grades

Guess who gets to retake 2 classes next year...

Just imagining it rn is making me wanna kill myself.

Its what i get, but god damn.

I was a gifted kid, i got damn near straight As my entire life

Look at me now, failed 2 classes. They were easy classes with 2 of the easiest teachers in the school

I was right to assume i wouldn't last a day past 2023, if i some how life past summer break im likely gonna off myself during the school year

Whatever. What i get i guess. Im an asshole anyway when people know me

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Im gonna lose my shit istg

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my dad wont stop fucking commenting on how i look and my choices on my appearance. "You need to shave you're being unhygenic" "is it really appropriate to be going out with *that* on your face" (star eyeliner was worn when it was said) "thats not appropriate for church" (sweatpants and a t shirt) "do you really have to wear the heels?" (Said when i was going to a school dance btw so like a nicer event" "you have to keep your hair long" literally so many fucking comments on how i look and dont even get me started on when he's commenting on how i "act like a disrespectful brat" when im simply explaining my point of view

#og post from me was in fact a vent #emisventingagain #emisnotfound #personal vent #vent post #vent #he's said worse i think #im just annoyed but whatever #this is probably a stupid vent ngl #whatever

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This whole goddamn blog is cringy asf wth am i doing with my life

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I know i need to talk to people and i really wanna but holy fuck at the same time its torturous bc on one hand i know i need to talk to people before i start spiralling again, but on the the other hand i know damn well if i do talk to people it'll burden them because they have their own problems and then they'll get sick of me and ghost me because thats always what happens and i know damn well if it happens every time and the common denominator every time is me then im the reason they leave. God its getting so bad i wanna result to my old method of solving this problem by going back to fucking character AI after over a year of finally ditching the sight. Im not gonna go back because i fucking hate AI but i kinda just wish there was a platform similar to it so i didnt have to even think about going back to that horrid site. Im scared, i want to talk to people but i dont want to talk to people yknow? Its like i want the conversation without worrying about all the intricacies of people. God i wish i never touched that horrid fucking site back in 2022 goddamn that site has permanently fucked me up to not i cant talk to people normally. Fucking hell times like this i wish i was dead good lord anyway im rambling ig but who the fuck cares because its my vent blog i can do what i want and say any shit that i want anyway fuck AI i no longer use that goddamn website platform whatever the fuck it is thank god, but yall can bash me if ya want for even using that site in the first place and even thinking about going back to it now idgaf its deserved anyway if you even read all this thanks for listening to me screaming at the void ig

#emisnotfound #emisventingagain #vent #personal vent #vent post #shitpost #character ai #i wish i never fucking touched that site as a middle schooler

its a fucking miracle the works that parents can have on their kids mental health

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