emi

In the country that I’m in LGBTQ has never been accepted, and it’s impossible for me to open up or even explore my own sexuality. Even though i accept it i still feel shame because of the society I’m surrounded with. But here watching all people not gaf about what others think and be who they are gives me the courage to do so as well 🤍

Love whoever the hell you want

and i genuinely do not care what anyone chooses to do in their free time, but i’m personally not interested in pretending everything is fine while there are wars, genocides, child sex trafficking rings, pedophilia, exploitation, mass displacement, political corruption, billionaires hoarding more wealth than entire countries, workers being crushed under systems that don’t care if they live or die, corporations poisoning the planet for profit, human rights being stripped away, and people treating suffering like it’s just another headline to scroll past.

speak about it. do something. act.

i am fifteen years old and i live nowhere near america, infact, i’m in the midst of the war and bombings yet i still have half a braincell to realize that you do not require anything to speak.

and yes, before anyone starts, you can absolutely focus on getting your sp, manifesting money, shifting realities, scripting your dream life, or whatever else you want AND still care about the world around you. these things are not mutually exclusive. having desires does not require ignorance.

silence is violence.

make posts. donate if you can. educate yourself. educate others. repost videos. volunteer. organize. call things out. try to manifest change. literally ANYTHING is better than shrugging your shoulders and deciding none of it is your problem.

also i don’t give a rats ASS if speaking up “ruins your blog aesthetic.” i do not care if it’s inconvenient. i do not care if it’s less fun than talking about your desired person or your desired reality. if your excuse is that you’re too lazy, too comfortable, or simply can’t be arsed to care while people are actively suffering, realize YOU are helping maintain the exact conditions you’re refusing to acknowledge.

if that bothers you, if being asked to care about other human beings is somehow offensive, then you are more than welcome to hug that block button on my account as tightly as your heart desires.

fuck donald trump.

fuck ice.

fuck rightists.

fuck pro-lifers.

fuck israel.

fuck zionists.

fuck white supremacy.

release the files.

free palestine, congo, sudan, and denounce genocide all over.

no one is illegal on stolen land.

black lives matter.

trans + lgbtq rights are human rights.

eat the rich, tax billionaires.

punch nazis.

doesnt really look like me, i have brown hair but all the browns looked red

WAHHHH THANK YOU FOR THE TAG IT MEANS A LOT <333

ALSO ITS SO CUTE THIS PICREW AÆKGKS

sum details i wanna yap about!!! (got carried away, sorry...) ① the background is the backrooms because that’s where my mental health is atp/nsrs ② i’m sitting on a chair because i rot on one nowadays😭/hyp ③ the lighter color in my hair is natural—i kind of have a weird lighter-darker strands situation going on with my hair #darkblondewasian so i wanted to feature that ④ i JUST got something like the flannel in this image today. i don’t think i can put my pin onto it because of the material it’s made from but i wanted to put it on this Picrew anyway TwT ⑤ idk why but i love doing this hand gesture offline😭😭😭so it’s in here ⑥ i do not like to smile in pictures, which makes this biblically accurate ⑦ i actually have two necklaces but the ones that had two in the Picrew didn’t go well with the flannel so i opted not to use those ⑧ i have a lipstick in this exact shade. not kidding ⑨ my eyes are hazel rather than brown

no pressure tags: @rumitome @shoshiftingdr @emisasakii @echaryne @grrrlsgogames @jellyfish-enthousiast @lovlyrealities @namiversee @norriisgirl @yunspidey @featherandstars @hermit-x-la-hedge + anyone who wants to!

Had a good amount of fun with this!

✨Thank you for the tag!✨

my hair is brown but it looks a bit red in this picrew

Animal: An animal that fits the aesthetic and or personality of your DR self.

Crystal: A crystal that fits the aesthetic or energy of your DR self.

Character: Character that fits the aesthetic, personality, or archetype of your DR self.

Item: This can be something you have in your DR, something you would love as a gift in your DR. Or even something your DR self would love even if it's not a thing in your DR. (Like a Hello Kitty Bag for Medieval DR.)

Song: A song that reminds you of your DR self.

I did this one for my y2k DR. But I almost did it for my crk DR.

Tags (no pressure): @croqaderi @ammmi17 @lovlyrealities @featherandstars

clarifications . . .

animal : bunny my animagus form. self-explanatory, i think.

crystal : pink quartz i grew up believing it's the crystal of unconditional love and healing (along with compassion and peace), which i have a lot in this reality as it's entirely focused on me healing from everything that happened in 1997.

character : elizabeth bennett pride and prejudice was the first classic i ever read there. for years, i told anyone that listened that i was just a modern lizzie bennett. i still agree with this, just not as fondly. fun fact: this reality is basically a creative interpretation of the romance between bennet and darcy.

item : piano i grew up playing the instrument, and it's lately the only thing that calms me when things get too loud.

song : army dreamers kate bush was an all-time favorite when i was in hogwarts, so imagine post-war traumatized me listening my never for ever vinyl front to back every night. you don't have to imagine it because it literally happens, okay? okay.

tags: @autismermaid @tadaffied @hermit-x-la-hedge @featherandstars @soapyzzn @easyboyrecliner @sssugarbee @emisasakii @sh0dor1 + anyone !!!

divider credits: @uzmacchiato , @suupersonic

Golden retriever Tiger's eye

Mitsumi Iwakura Clear glasses

thank you for the tag cutiee!!!