Take the step.

You're allowed to change your mind on things. Your opinion can evolve, your desires can change, your priorities can shift. What made you happy at one point in time doesn't have to be your focus anymore. Your attention can go to other things, new ideals can form. Things don't have to be so black and white. What is now doesn't have to be forever. It's okay if you decide to stop being a vegan 5 years from now. It's okay if you stop caring about fashion. It's okay if you sell your collection of whatever, even though you've built a big brand off of it. Not everything that you engage in must be with you for life.

“I just don’t want that for myself anymore” is a valid reason to stop anything.

Just want every young person terrified of becoming older than 23-25 to know that I'm currently 32 and my 20s were fucking miserable and while life isn't wholly perfect right now I wouldn't trade my 30s for my 20s for the LIFE of me. The idea feels as ridiculous as trading my 20s for being in high school. FUCK no. And I'm sure at 42 I'll feel similarly to my 30s and so on and so forth. Embrace the passage of time and be grateful that you get the privilege of growing old, bitch. Life's sooooo much better past your mid 20s.