piriri virtual

i am addicted addicted addicted addicted to anything that distracts me. i cannot deal with my own thoughts, memories, emotions. i dont want to think about myself or my life or anything at all related to me. 

when mitski said today i will wear my white button-down i’m tired of wanting more i think i’m finally worn for you have a way of promising things and i’ve been a forest fire i am a forest fire and i am the fire and i am the forest and i am a witness watching it i stand in a valley watching it and you are not there at all so today i will wear my white button-down i can at least be neat walk out and be seen as clean and i’ll go to work and i’ll go to sleep and i’ll love the littler things i’ll love some littler things

so you're telling me that, canonically, jj was playing scrabble under the name cheeto breath while fighting bin laden

can't watch a movie normal i have to pause it fifty times for no reason. i am letting it marinate