Elysfleur

It's a pleasure to meet you all, welcome to my main blog which is devoted solely to my experiences as an otherkin/therian.

I will only be using mixed tags for this post because it is an introduction and requires a wider audience.

Me

I am a 20, soon to be 21, year old AFAB cis woman.

I am Autustic.

I am Christian (non-denominational currently) but always willing to hear about others practices and holidays so I can be respectful.

I was awakend when I was 16, I believe? It happened during a cultural event (Beltane) and they had a goblin market (I am aware of the connotations with the word goblin, I am of Jewish descent but for this part I am using the facts and names of the event, do I use the term goblin for anything else? No.) And the host was a faekin, but specifically Goblinkin and he explained what it meant. So yeah.

My kins

Yui Komori (Diabolik Lovers, Reiji Route)

Hellhound (not helluva boss, specifically the creature from myth)

Changeling (myth)

Doll

Sally Williams (Creepypasta)

Amelia (Jason the Toymaker, Creepypasta)

Some sort of rodent

Angel, I think Cherubim.

Possible Kins (not kinfirmed possibly Other hearted)

An Alternate (Mandela catalog)

Fluttershy (MLP:FIM)

Cinnamoroll (Sanrio)

DNI

Anti-recovery

Anti otherkin/therian

Antisemitism

Homphobia

Transphobia

Abelist

Bigotry

People that claim they are reality checking but cause more damage due to unsafe checking

Here to start fights

NSFW (Porn and sex) accounts (I am sfw, but I do mention gore and murder, religious ideologies, and because of Yui, minor sensual things but nothing sexual)

Just don't be rude.

Interact

Please interact if you are a source mate, I am curiose to learn your memories or feelings.

Bye-Bye

So this one is kind of funny, mostly because I always knew I was caninekin of some sort (I assumed mutt or wolf), because ever since I was young I always acted like am overexcited dog.

Then I found out I was a hell being of some sort. (Religious contrevosary constantly).

And it never dawned on me that there was a possibility of instead of demon, it could be an animal

Until I guess my memories got tired of me being a dumbass and kinfirmed a hellhound after an episode of helluva boss, and taking care of dogs all day.

I was sleeping on a demons lap, my tail wagging as I tipped in my sleep.

I was a runt.

Bye-bye

This memory was a while ago, but it was the quickest confirmation I had got.

Now at first, I did like Yui Komori as a character, I even had a small crush on her because she was very pretty...and then as I watched and interacted with the media I started to feel...something different.

Now this was before I know that fictionkin was a thing, and it was also this confirmation that lead to me figuring out Sally and Amelia, I thought perhaps I just related to the character too much.

Then I fell asleep, and I have always been a strong lucid dreamer, I found myself in a manner that I saw enough screen caps of to know exactly where I was...and more importantly who I was.

I thought it was maybe the first episode, until I started moving and realized something else was controlling my words and actions.

Now for those that don't know, Diabolik Lovers was an Otome Game and even had a manga before we had the anime. And in the Otome game you would choose a brother.

I had basically awoken in the middle of the Reiji Route (which might explain my taste in men now...whoops), and I forgot what exact part of the game, but I remember about to choose an option while speaking to him, and then woke up.

I will post how I remember looking at a later time, I don't think I strayed to far from cannon with my looks but...I feel like there is some differences.

Bye-Bye