A Wonderland of Ideas

My meme results... 

Elizabeth needs protection. 

Elizabeth wants Jack’s babies. 

Elizabeth looks strained on returning from visiting Shane. 

Elizabeth asks Walter for a kiss. 

Apollo 18 was a documentary film, so the video quality wasn't the greatest, but that isn't the worst of it.  The effects were good; good in a way that was almost believable (enough for me to squirm a little in my seat) but the movie itself as a whole, wasn't very good.  That's just my opinion, of course.  I haven't learned a lot about the actual film.  After watching, it made me want to look into it, at least, but I wouldn't want to see it again.  A few scenes made me uncomfortable, a little disturbed, and wanting to leave.  I watched it around 9p.m. by myself, and the ride back wasn't very fun haha   If I did watch it again, I'd probably think it was stupid.  This isn't my best movie review, but it's been a long week. 

Apollo 18: 2 Stars   

You were my best friend, Seth, and I do mean that.  I can't help but feel partially responsible for your death.  I knew you were tired; I knew something wasn't entirely okay with you yesterday, but still, there was no significant alarm for concern.  You never slept, and still you were fine.  If I had known, if I had any idea, maybe there was something I could have done to prevent your death.  In the back of my mind, I know what has happened, but I'm in denial.  So much so, I texted your phone this morning half expecting you to respond.   I visited the school today, and it's almost as if their would had paused for a moment in mourning.  Class had been cancelled, both high school and college (can you believe that?)  there were tears, lots of sadness, but overall confusion and numbness.  You are missed, by your family, by myself and your other friends.  Apart of me is hopeful that you can somehow know all of this, and have any answer that you may have needed in order to gain peace.  I don't know where you are, if you are, or how are you at the moment.  I'm not religious, so I struggle with the idea of a Heaven, but I do know that wherever you are, you are having the best of it.  You were the best, and a genuine person.  Granted, you were facetious, a pain at times, but you made me laugh.  You had a kind heart, and that's something I hope you're greatly remembered for.  

Seth Tyler Carswell