ellie!!!

i know the way people talk about their pets now is probably how we’ve been doing it for all of history. a cat owner in ancient rome saw their cat lounging on the dining pillows and commented “he thinks himself to be the senator claudius 🤣”

I LOVE SEEING PEOPLE WHO ARE COMFORTABLE ENOUGH IN THEIR OWN SKIN TO EXPRESS THEMSELVES, UNBURDENED WITH FEAR! I STARE AT THEM FROM ACROSS THE ROOM AND THINK "I AM LIKE YOU, I AM LIKE YOU" AS LOUDLY AS I CAN, BUT I NEVER SAY A WORD! COWARDICE IS THE NEEDLE STITCHING SHUT MY MUPPET MOUTH, AND THE BLOOD OF MY DENIAL PAINTS MY LIPS RED LIKE THE CLOWN I AM!

to whom am I squeaking

undiagnosed autistic people will be like "I don't get upset when my routine changes though!!" and it's because they've built a set of if-then loops in their head to pick from one of 6 different strict routines and they do get incredibly upset when they're unable to keep to any of the 6 scripts. I'm john normal

the fuck man what did i ever do to you

One thing I find really interesting about re9 is that Grace didn’t seem all that scared of/hateful towards Zeno. Like she was about to tell him to wait and tell him what Elpis actually is when he shot himself up with it 🤔 Idk where I’m going with this lmao, just thought it was interesting

honestly probably because the Wesker archetype really appeals to the rational part of a person. For someone like Grace who’s brain is their biggest strength, Zeno rationalizing what their goal is really got to Grace at a vulnerable moment and maybe part of her still believed he truly did want a good future for the world. I’m not sure if she has the backstory of Zeno being a Wesker and what Wesker’s goals were.