I just want to rant.
I was 120-125 lbs last year and I don’t know what happened but I hit 150 this month. It’s like I knew I was gaining weight and all of a sudden I was fat again.
It’s so frustrating because I know part of it is my bipolar meds and all these changes with me meds and I could be skinny and crazy af but I’m so over that.
I just want to lose weight and not be fricking insane all the time.
I think about food all day again. About my next meal and how fat I feel.
I woke up at 147.1. I’ve been working out for 30 minutes a day and taking green tea supplements. Now I’m drinking green tea too.
I hope by my birthday in August I’ll be back to 130 at least. My real goal would be max 125. I know that’s not that skinny but it’s what would make me feel okay.
