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I actually can’t be normal about anything ever I’m so sorry.

hey guysss so unfortunately the rumors are true and im leaving the narrative. Buttt the good news is my absence will create such a gaping hole in your lives that it will become a sort of presence itself, and so in a way it will kind of be like i never left! But i am. Leaving just to be clear.

playing stupid games but im really bad at them so im not even winning the stupid prizes

do you guys think dan and phil ever forget which one they are

do you like my repetitive and outdated music taste

“aw my poor baby” andddd its everywhere

you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for an amazing reason

i love leaning into a bad feeling #mytwistingknife

U literally cannot save your mother like it cant be done

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

Not now, kitten, m- da- m- your parental figure is in the middle of a gender crisis

ran out of things to run to or away from. what now

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of