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@elliottevolving

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Finishing my last year and a half of college online was a rude awakening. I realized how alone I am. While people were out partying with classmates and friends, I sat in a bedroom across the country, alone. When people were getting to go to class in person, I sat in a bedroom alone. People I once called friends didnāt give a shit about me. If I was okay or if I was hurting, so badly that I felt like I could reach my insides out and couldnāt breathe anymore. Like I was binding all over again, ribs cracked from duct tape and Ace bandages in a crude attempt to hold myself together. Isolation continued to be my reality. I stopped receiving texts from āfriendsā i skipped classes, I stopped doing work, i stopped auditioning, i snapped at my beautiful girlfriend whoās done nothing but support me and for the first time in ages I started self harming again.. I felt my life unraveling and I wished I was dead. Sometimes I still do.
The thing is- even with all the isolation and the rude awakening of no one really cares about me and probably never will the way they care about their cis friends who are stunning, funny, less awkward; I have four people in my court that will support me through anything and want me to be okay and maybe thatās pretty good...I have a long way to go but maybe one day Iāll be less broken..
about to fail my gender presentationĀ šš
assigned at BIRTH?! holy shit this presentation is so overdue do you think they accept late work
š¤I left my presentation at home and I am willing to take a failing grade if it means I get out of class
#gender is not a construct it is multiple choice scantron and i brought an green pen
Finally Free
Being gay was never the phase. Being straight was.

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Mindful Monday: Ways of Handling Misgendering
For many guys, being misgendered can cause frustration, emotional hurt, embarrassment and upset. Itās something that happens when the outside world fails to perceive you as male and makes assumptions about your gender based on visual and/or auditory cues. Misgendering can happen regardless of where you are in your transition and even happens to men who are assigned male at birth. Below are some ways to handle situations during which someone has mistaken your gender to be opposite of what you actually identify as.
Humor can be the best defense in many situations. It can decrease tensions in seconds as well as give an opportunity for the accidental offender acknowledge their mistake and apologize.
Auto Correct is quick, efficient, and works best during a fast paced interaction during which there is no moment for a real aside to explain. The speaker will hear and correct themselves from that point on. Auto Correct can also be used during the beginning of an interaction and can set the precedent for the following correct pronouns and reference.
IgnoringĀ is always an option, especially if you are shy, non confrontational or genuinely not bothered by otherās mistakes.
Dropping a HintĀ can be another indirect method of establishing your gender during an exchange. Mentioning something specific to your gender (familial relationship, same gender memberships, drawing attention to masculine attributes, sharing an anecdote that uses your pronouns, etc) can clarify any confusion.
Nonverbal reactions.Ā People are quick to read expressions of confusion or offense. Since gender attribution occurs in split seconds, a double take to read someoneās facial expression can give someone the chance to correct their mistake and gender your correctly.
Relogging a follower favorite.
One of the hardest things for me since coming out- and even three years later is embracing my femininity and allowing that to be a part of me and acknowledging that it doesnāt invalidate the fact that I identify as male. Yes, I like to wear heels. I rock them. Yes, I wear makeup from time to time. Iām an actor, what do you expect? But at the end of the day it doesnāt make me any less of a man. Youāre allowed to be a feminine man or a masculine woman or nothing at all. Itās whatever fits for you and you canāt let other people control your identity. Thatās something Iām still fighting but my god have I come a long way.
Four years and a lot of tears Iām finally free to be me and Iām proud to be the man I am today.
The masks- discovering gender identity
Every morning you put on a pink mask;
It says āgirlā
But it doesnāt quite fit.
You go through the day with that mask and a name thatās not yours.
Time passes, you try on a blue mask named āboyā
That doesnāt quite fit either.
You try wearing that for a while but only when you can be alone.
The blue mask must remain hidden in the darkest corners.
Suddenly, reading your favorite book,
You see a colorless mask with an unheard name.
Non-binary.
The colored masks shatter and all that is left
Is you
And the tiny echo of a name that could be yours.
Introduction
Hi! I'm Elliott. I'm super awkward with introductions and honestly, with everything. I'm an actor and writer who just so happens to be FTM transgender and on the spectrum. I wanted a place to speak about my experiences in the acting industry and how things need to change to be more inclusive, as well as just my personal life and journey to be my truest self. Stay tuned for my strange, personal, inner ramblings.

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