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utter unawareness (Grimmauld Roommates AU)

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Ror men and their kinks
Female reader x ror men
Warning!! contains nsfw stuff!!
Qin shi Huang
Sfw
Heβs definitely touchy in public. He doesnβt care even if youβre shy, red like a tomato.He kisses you in front of everyone, not on the cheeks, always on the lips.He definitely loves to show everyone who you belong to by calling your real name, no pet names.
Nsfw
He definitely has a kink for blindfolding you while you ride him. He does it often.He definitely loves to mark you in visible places.He definitely loves public sex, not in public, but in one of his quarters while people wait outside.He doesnβt let go of any opportunity to play with you real quick, but finger play is his favorite.And he definitely lets you ride his abs for some reason, obviously with a blindfold on, and heβd be smiling the whole time like heβs conquering something, conquering you.
Hades
Sfw
Heβs definitely touchy, a lot, in a teasing way.He loves teasing you always.He definitely calls you darling, my love, or my beloved.He also loves always being in control, but in a polite and obsessed way.
Nsfw
His kinks, I just know his biggest kink is edging you till you cry for him to let you cum.He always teases you a lot before actually giving you what you want.He also makes you beg to him to make you cum, like saying,βSay my name and beg for it, my love.βHe also loves to mark you, but not in visible places. He doesnβt want to embarrass you as a gentleman, or maybe one or two, depending on his mood.
Posiedan
Sfw
He is in fact always quiet and doesnβt talk to people, but youβre an exception. He loves talking to you and listening to you. He doesnβt talk a lot in broad daylight, but in bed, oh boy, heβs a completely different person.He loves, loves to compliment you.He definitely has pet names for you like my little dove, my baby, sweet angel, like that.
Nsfw
He has a major praising kink. He loves to praise you every time.He avoids eye contact with you sometimes in broad daylight for the things he would do to you, but when youβre both alone, he never breaks eye contact the whole time.He will definitely fuck you in every position he wants to, maybe because of holding back all day. He definitely has you. Youβre not going anywhere until youβre thoroughly fucked.He doesn't mark you in visible places. He marks you on your thighs.He loves to eat you out, and the fact that you pull his hair while he does, youβre just too helpless. He loves it.
Buddha
Sfw
Heβs so talkative sometimes you wonder if heβd ever shut up.Heβs always embarrassing you with every chance he gets about how good you were last night, how you were screaming his name.He also has pet names for you, most of them similar to food items like cutie pie, cupcake, little pumpkin, of that sort.He also loves your food, and he loves to cook with you.Heβs so possessive, he doesnβt play about you at all.
Nsfw
He doesnβt shut up in bed either. Also, he will do multiple things at one time, like sucking on your nipples and fingering you, marking you at the same time. He loves to overstimulate you.His biggest kink is putting stuff like chocolate syrup, or honey, or cream on your nipples or your pussy and sucking it, and why wouldnβt he? He is the biggest foodie, and youβre his favorite meal to prepare.He loves when you suck his dick. Basically, he loves the idea of fucking your mouth. Itβs too pretty to not be stuffed, he once mentioned.He definitely marks you, and I mean by that he doesnβt leave a single spot empty. Hickeys everywhere.
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Qin is obsessed with your lips.
Hades is obsessed with your neck.
Poseidon is obsessed with your hair.
Buddha is obsessed with your boobs.
Travelling with a greedy dragon is a pain.
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No lube. No protection. All day. All night. From the kitchen floor to the toilet seat. From the dining room table to the church. From the front porch to the balcony. Vertically. Horizontally. Quadratic. Exponential. Logarithmic. Doggy-style. Sideways. Frontwards. Backwards. Upside-down. 360Β°. Skin on skin. In the living room. In the bedroom. In the fridge. In the closet. On the ceiling. On the walls. In the bathroom. On the couch. In the car. And on the street.
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Kento Nanami x You
Explicit Smut 18+ (π«Minors DNIπ«)
Kento Nanami has been your respectful, loving boyfriend for two months now. All youβve done so far is kiss, and you want more with him. He refuses for your sake, warning of his roughness. So, you take matters into your own hands and convince him to put in βjust the tipβ.Β
Relevant tags: just the tip challenge, dom! Kento Nanami, clothed sex, couch sex, clit slapping, brief use of leather belt, hard and rough sex, doggy-style, hair pulling, manhandling, big dick-Nanami <3, dirty talk, degrading, unprotected sex, creampie, I don't use "y/n" for immersion
Music recommended while reading: Dollhouse (The Weekend, Lily Rose Depp, β¦baby one more time (The Marias), Like U (Rosenfeld)
A/N: this is filthy and I love it, my first Nanami piece <3 enjoy!!Β (Read on Ao3 if you prefer!)
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Didn't feel like rendering, this has been sitting in my wip folder for too long and I needed to get rid of him
Headcanons for Rengoku and a lively but silly s/o who gives off the "Mitsuri" vibe? (Thought this would be cute since Rengoku is Mitsuri's teacher--)
Thank you for the request, I had a lot of fun writing it! Enjoy~
Warning: Implied NSFW (its small)
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When you two first met at a pillars meeting, it was almost like your presence called to him. He was fascinated by you.
If there was ever a smile that shined brighter than his, it was definitely yours. One of your radiant smiles had him wrapped around your little finger.Heβd do anything just to see you smile.
Other than your sunny smile, Rengoku really fell in love with you because of your caring and outgoing personality. He loves how you can ease any tense situation with a kind smile and soft words.
Also, you have a way of reading when someone is down and making them feel better after an especially tough mission/day. At the beginning of your relationship, Rengoku always tried to hold a strong face in front of you and tried very hard to not show you how upset he felt at times. Even so, you could read him like a book and encouraged him to share his feelings, no matter how dark they were. He broke down after that and allowed you to see all his colors, both the bright and dark ones.
Donβt worry, on your off days, Rengoku is always there to cushion your hurt with the same amount of warmth you show him.
Your love for PDA almost rivaled his, if you think this man didnβt just adore teasing you in public, oh were you in for it.
On more than one occasion youβd have to bury yourself into his chest to hide the crimson color that blessed your face and ears. These moments were always followed by Rengokuβs boisterous laughter.
Once when he was feeling especially playful, heβd filled your ears with seductive words while at dinner with all the other Hashiraβs. You ended up having to excuse yourself Β as blood slowly trickled from your nose. He happily enjoyed the rest of his meal with a knowing smirk spread wide across his face.
Your relationship with Rengoku is filled with many laughs and you two make many pleasant memories; you make each other stronger.
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It was supposed to be a simple mission: One week in a small village to find why groups of bodies were being found dead and kill whoever was doing it. Something that your boyfriend, Sanemi, should have been able to handle in half the time assigned.
Β However, that was ten days ago. No note, no crow, no sign of warning, it was like heβd fallen off the earth. Knowing him and how stubborn he could be, you knew heβd never send any sign of distress or call for help.
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πβΛβΉ tengen makes it fit
tw: size kink, virgin!reader, praise, corruption kink, creampie
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The other wives had promised you he would be gentle. That heβd take his time, that youβd have nothing to worry about. And you believed them, you did - but that didnβt stop the nerves twisting in your stomach as you sat with Tengen on the futon, lanterns flickering warm shadows across the walls of the master bedroom.
He could feel it, see it in your eyes. His hand slipped to your waist, heavy and grounding, tugging you into his lap until you were straddling him, thighs spread wide over his, heart racing against his chest.
βBreathe, little gem." He murmured against your jaw, kissing softly, slowly down your neck. βItβs just me. Only me tonight.β
The ties of your robe loosened under his deft fingers, silk slipping from your shoulders. His mouth followed, tracing the dip of your collarbone, down to the swell of your breasts. His big hands kneaded, thumbs brushing your nipples until they stiffened, and then his mouth closed over one, sucking until you gasped and clutched his shoulders.
Before you realized it, you were rocking in his lap, rubbing your bare cunt against the hard ridge of his cock beneath his robe. He let you. Encouraged you, even - one large hand sliding lower, pressing you down against him while his teeth grazed your nipple.
The wetness sticking to your thighs embarrassed you, but his grin told you he loved it. βGood girl. Thatβs it.β
When his hand finally slipped between your thighs, your body jolted. His fingers spread you open, dipping into the slick heat and circling your clit. βEasy." He soothed, kissing your throat. βRelax for me.β
One thick finger eased in, stretching you slow, his thumb never leaving your clit. Then another joined, scissoring carefully until you were panting into his chest, the coil tightening deep inside you. He curled, pressed, stroked - until you came hard in his lap, cunt spasming around his fingers, thighs trembling.
He held you through it, kissing your temple. βThatβs my girl. Knew youβd be sweet for me.β
The futon was warm under your back as he gently flipped positions, lanterns flickering low shadows across the room. Tengen slipped his robes off, and when you finally dared to look at him β really look β your throat went dry.
He was beautiful. Too beautiful. The kind of beauty that almost hurt to look at. Broad shoulders glistened in the candlelight, muscles carved and flexing as he shrugged the last of the fabric from his frame. His chest was sculpted, his arms thick and scarred, and every line of his body looked like it had been chiseled from stone.
And then there was his cock. Long, thick, flushed dark at the tip, a bead of precum already glistening. Heavy, intimidating.
You clenched your thighs together without meaning to, trying to hide your reaction. But his big hands caught your knees, pressing them apart, holding you open with ease. βNone of that." He murmured, voice low and smooth. βYou donβt hide from me, pretty thing.β
Heat crawled up your neck as he kissed you, lowering his body over yours, his cock heavy against your folds. The first push inside made your head snap back, a desperate whine escaping your throat. Heβd barely eased halfway in, and already your walls were fluttering, your nails biting into the muscle of his arm.
βC-canβt." You gasped, hips twitching, tears pricking your lashes from the overwhelming stretch.
Tengen groaned through clenched teeth, his jaw tight as he forced himself to stay still. βAh - youβre tight. Gonna break me in half.β He pressed his forehead to yours, kissing you softly, patiently. βYou can. You got it, sweet girl.β
He reached under your hips, tucking a pillow beneath you to ease the angle. His lips brushed every inch of your face - your nose, your temple, the corners of your eyes - as he whispered, βBreathe, baby. Let me in. Thatβs it.β
When the tears finally spilled, hot down your cheeks, he caught them with his tongue, kissing them away. βBeautiful." He murmured, kissing your wet lashes. βEven when you cry. Especially when you cry for me.β
You sobbed softly, thighs trembling, the fullness already overwhelming - and he moved again, slow, deliberate, pushing another few inches inside. Your mouth fell open, a whine catching in your throat, hands clutching at the hard muscle of his arm.
βEasy." Tengen soothed, his voice strained but steady, kissing the corner of your mouth as his cock sank deeper. βI know. I know. Iβve got a lot to give you. Weβll take it slow.β
His words made you throb around him, your walls clenching tight, shame and arousal tangling until you whimpered. He groaned, feeling it, his hips twitching. βYou like that, huh? My sweet wife, letting me stretch her open, crying on my cock. Gods, youβre perfect.β
Every bit of praise made you ache more, made the heat coil tighter low in your belly. You could feel yourself dripping, your cunt clenching greedily around him even as he stayed still, letting you adjust.
βGood girl." He whispered, brushing his lips against yours again and again. βMy tight little gem. Made to take me. Gonna make you mine like this, again and again.β
And fuck, he loved it - the corruption of it. His sweet, nervous, virgin wife unraveling beneath him, already so wet and snug, walls fluttering like you were begging for more. His cock pulsed inside you at the thought of how easily he could ruin you, turn you into his perfect little toy, pliant and wrecked beneath his praise.
When your thighs finally relaxed, he rocked forward again, just a little deeper, his arms caging you in. You whimpered, legs hooking instinctively around his waist, pulling him closer.
βThatβs it." He groaned, hips starting a slow, steady rhythm. βThereβs my girl. Tight fit, but still a fit.β
He bear-hugged you against his chest, his body overwhelming yours, your moans spilling into his ear with every thrust. He licked at the tears still clinging to your cheeks, kissed your mouth messy and wet, whispering praise between every movement.
βPerfect wife. Gorgeous girl. My everything. Youβre mine now. All mine.β
It didnβt take long. Your nails raked down his broad back, your heels digging hard into the muscles of his ass as the tension inside you snapped, your whole body convulsing around him. You came hard, squeezing him so tightly he almost saw stars.
Tengen, who usually took his time before blowing his load, nearly lost it right there. The way you sobbed in his ear, the slick gush of your cunt around him, the way you clung to him like youβd drown without him - it made his head spin. He kissed you softly, frantically, over and over, apologizing between the presses of his lips. βSorry, sweet girlβ¦ I canβtβ¦ you feel too good.β
Then he sat back on his heels, chest heaving, his massive hands gripping your waist. With what little control he had left, he started to thrust again - deeper, harder. Watching your body bounce on his cock, your tits jolting with every movement, had his vision tunneling.
Your moans grew louder than they had all night, your head tipped back, crying out for him as overstimulation shuddered through your body. He chased it, chased your second orgasm, chased his own release - groaning through gritted teeth as your cunt squeezed down again.
βShit. Look at you." He rasped, sweat dripping down his temple, smirk tugging at his lips even as his eyes rolled back.
Your walls clamped down, spasming tight, and he finally let go. His head tipped back, a guttural groan ripping from his chest as he came hard inside you, thick spurts filling you deep. He gripped your waist tight, grinding you down on his cock, making sure you took every drop.
And he couldn't help but let out a soft laugh through his pants.
Yeah, it fit. Barely. And it was so tight there was no way in hell he was pulling out.

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β.ΰ³ΰΏ. sanemi fucked the hashira out of you
tw: rough sex, breeding kink, domesticity, creampie, soft aftercare
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PART ONE
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After that night, it was obvious. Sanemi had made it his fucking mission.
Every time he got his cock in you, he came deep. No pulling out, no hesitation. Just rutting hard, groaning low in your ear when his cum spilled thick and hot inside you.
You knew what he was doing. He didnβt even bother hiding it.
Sometimes youβd try to fight him on it, sitting up, grabbing the back of his white hair, yanking until he hissed. βIf you donβt pull out, I swear Iβll - β
But heβd only smirk through gritted teeth, fucking into you harder, the clap of his hips snapping against your pelvis loud in the quiet room. βYeah? Gonna slap me? While youβre squeezinβ my cock like that?β
And then youβd both be coming, you yanking his hair, him groaning through clenched teeth, pumping you so full you felt it drip down your thighs. His scarred fingers always shoved it back in, two thick digits pressing the mess inside while he muttered under his breath about βwastinβ good cumβ if he didnβt.
Other times he slowed down. Had you in his lap, riding him slow and deep, his scarred hands gripping your ass as his head tilted back. His breath came in harsh pants, his voice cracking with need.
βFuckβ¦just give it to me already. Want you round with my kid. Canβt stop thinkinβ about it.β
And the way he said it - passive aggressive, like a complaint, like he hated himself for wanting it so badly - made your body clench down on him even harder. And you couldnβt help it.
Morning after, nothing changed. You both pulled on your uniforms, acting like he hadnβt fucked his load into you the night before. You trained. You worked with the lower ranks. You listened to the Kakushi rattle off missions - and Sanemi always scoffed, clicking his tongue, throwing you an annoyed look when your name got called.
But you knew it was only a matter of time before his efforts paid off.
Because you were at it like rabbits. Sanemiβs stamina was insane, even by Hashira standards. Some mornings he came home right before sunrise, uniform dirty and still the first thing he did was shove you into the futon, pounding into you with adrenaline, chasing another orgasm out of you just so he could cum deep again.
Lately, you noticed it more. The way his hands gripped you tighter, the way his thrusts turned frantic when he groaned into your skin about the shit he saw on missions.
Every time, he fucked you like he was chasing a cure to it. Like knocking you up was the only way heβd ever let you out of that hell.
So yeah. Sanemi wasnβt gonna stop.
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You tried to keep things professional. Both of you did.
You were Hashira before anything else. There was no room for tenderness, no space for love in the Corps.
Still, it bled through the cracks. Especially now, with this newβ¦assignment on Sanemiβs mind.
In meetings, when missions were handed out, Sanemi always started arguing.
βNot this one.β Heβd mutter, glaring at the map. βToo far. Iβll take it.β
βItβs mine.ββ Youβd snap, snatching the slip.
βYouβre not goinβ out there alone.β
βNot your call.β
βThe fuck it isnβt.β
Shinobu would let out a short exhale. βWould the Wind and theβ¦currently domestically entangled Hashira take this outside?β
You both glared at her.
It happened often now - bickering over patrol routes, over duty stations that were meant to last weeks, investigations. You could feel his stare burn through you during briefings, even when you refused to meet it.
Rengoku once laughed quietly, hands folded in his haori sleeves. βAh, young love! Thereβs such passion in your quarrels.β
βIβll show you passion.β Sanemi started to bark, and you elbowed him so hard in the ribs he choked.
And yeah, he pissed you off. Yeah, we was overbearing.
But, when you came home after sunset - when the world finally stilled, the wind calmed, and the weight of your sword had begun to settle heavy on your spine - youβd find him waiting.
He always waited.
Especially after the long missions. The ones in remote areas, where the threat ran deeper, quieter. The ones where you'd be gone for days. Sometimes weeks. Too far for his crow to reach often. Too dangerous for sleep to come easy.
So, heβd wait. Right there. On the top step of your shared estate, elbows resting heavy on his knees.
When you finally walked up that path - he always tried to act like he hadnβt been sitting there for hours.
βDonβt you have better things to do?β Youβd sigh, shrugging off your haori.
βYes.β Heβd mutter, eyes sweeping from head to toe for injury, βBut couldnβt sleep, I guess.β
Youβd fight a smile, soft and small. βYouβre terrible at pretending you donβt worry.β
He scoffed, gaze jerking away. βTch. Donβt flatter yourself.β
But you saw it - plain as day. The way his shoulders finally dropped when you brushed past him. The way his chest rose fuller, easier, like he hadnβt really been breathing until he saw you.
Sometimes, he didnβt even say anything else. Just stood behind you while you peeled off your uniform, while you wiped the grime from your skin.
And when you sank onto the futon, muscles aching and eyelids drooping, he was there - pulling the blanket over you without a word. Calloused fingers brushing hair from your cheek.
You both knew - whatever rage he flung at the world during the day - his peace never came until he saw you, safe and whole, standing in front of him again.
Because he couldnβt rest - not really - until you did.
Until your voice met his ears.
Until your eyes - maybe tired, but still alive - met his across the threshold.
And gods help anyone or anything who tried to stand in the way of that.
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He never really slept. Not unless exhaustion forced it out of him.
Your estate laterns burned low, and Sanemiβs arm was slung around your waist, heavy and unmoving. His breathing came steady and deep, but you knew better.
You could tell by the way his thumb kept dragging the same slow circle over your hipbone. The way his chest stayed too tight against your back - not loose, not softened by sleep. And every now and then, his fingers would twitch.
His sword was always close. Within armβs reach on his side of the futon, still sheathed but never far. Just in case.
And you knew it wasnβt about paranoia. Not completely.
It was that restless instinct to protect. The deep, marrow-deep knowledge that peace was a fragile, dying thing - that one blink, one breath, one wrong sound, and it could all be gone.
You didnβt try to tell him to sleep. Youβd learned not to.
Instead, you reached for his hand, lacing your fingers through his, and brought it to rest over your stomach.
βYouβre awake again.β You whispered, voice soft.
He huffed against your neck. βNo shit.β
You smiled faintly, brushing your thumb over his scarred knuckles. βYou could try closing your eyes.β
He just huffed. Partially annoyed, partially defeated.
So you turned slightly in his arms, just enough to see his face in the dim light - the deep shadows under his eyes, the lines carved into his brow, the exhaustion that clung to him like a second skin.
And gods, he was beautiful in that moment. Rough edges softened. Vulnerable. Human.
You reached up, brushing a bit of hair off his forehead. βClose your eyes at the same time as me.β
He swallowed hard. His jaw tightened. Then finally, βFine.β
Sometimes, if he did drift off, it didnβt last.
Youβd feel it before you heard it - that sharp, quiet intake of breath as he jerked awake, eyes flying open in the dark.
Heβd sit up, scanning the room and then, like clockwork, heβd reach for you.
Two fingers pressing lightly to your throat. Checking your pulse.
And when he felt it - the steady beat beneath his fingertips, heβd exhale. βSorry.β Heβd whisper.
Youβd shake your head, catching his hand in yours, pressing it flat to your chest. βDonβt be.β
Heβd hold it there for a while, feeling your heartbeat against his palm, until it lulled him back into silence.
And sometimes, instead of reaching for your pulse, heβd reach for you.
Fingers curling in the fabric of your robe, tugging it loose. No words, just that slow, careful movement - like asking without asking.
And then heβd fuck you, soft and slow - slower than usual - in the stillness of the hour before dawn. One hand gripping your thigh, the other braced by your head as he murmured into your skin.
βWant you to have my kids.β Heβd whisper, breath catching in his throat, hips pressing deeper. βNeed itβ¦Youβd take care of βem. Of all of us. Keep us in line. Keep me sane.β
You laughed softly, breathless. βYou think I could keep you in line?β
He smiled against your mouth - small, aching. βYou already do.β
His thrusts stayed deep, unhurried, his hands moving up your sides, feeling every tremor of your body under his. The room smelled like sweat and heat and the faint sweetness of the oil lamp burning low.
And when he came - hot, thick, deep - he buried his face in your neck, groaning your name.
He didnβt move right away. Didnβt pull out. Just stayed there, trembling slightly, breathing you in.
βI want it.β He murmured again. βA home. A kid. You. All of it.β
You brushed your fingers through his hair, your heart twisting.
βI know, Nemi.β
He pressed a soft kiss to your throat, eyes closing as he breathed you in.
Maybe, you thought, this wasnβt so bad after all. Maybe being his wife - being the home he kept coming back to - wouldnβt be so bad.
Maybe he was right.
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A couple weeks later, it was a quiet night at your estate.
No Kakushi lingering in the hall. No servants fluttering between rooms, lighting lanterns or drawing water for baths. Youβd dismissed them all gently at sunset, murmuring something about wanting the house to yourself for the evening.
And for once, Sanemi was too.
Dinner was quiet, and simple. Miso broth. Grilled rice balls. Leftover tempura that you reheated yourself, waving Sanemi away when he tried to hover near the stove like he might actually offer to help.
You ate across from each other on the floor, cushions pulled in close, the lanternlight dim and flickering as you talked about nothing. Patrol routes. The last time youβd seen Mitsuri. The cracks forming in your favorite wooden teacup.
You didnβt realize you were watching him so openly until he looked up at you, jaw flexing mid-bite.
βWhat?β
βNothing.β You murmured, looking away.
But it wasnβt nothing. Not really.
Because Sanemi had just licked rice from his thumb - and all you could think about was how those same fingers might look curled around something much smaller. Softer. How he might cradle a child the way he held his sword - too tight at first, until he learned gentleness.
You imagined him muttering under his breath about noise and clutter and how βno one ever puts shit back where it belongs.β
But the moment that baby tugged at his leg, or held their arms up to be picked up - heβd melt. You knew it. Heβd groan, maybe. Pretend to be reluctant. But the second that wobbly little voice said βpapa,β heβd drop everything.
Scarred hands scooping up tiny limbs. Battle-worn fingers smoothing over soft cheeks.
You pictured him out in the garden, sleeves rolled up, trying to help the kid balance on their feet while grumbling about βweak little anklesβ and βwho the hell falls over that easily.β
You imagined him coming home after a long mission, blood soaked on his knuckles, and setting his sword down before walking straight into the nursery.
Yeah. You could see it.
You could see him - the man behind the mean attitude - as a father.
And it did something to you.
You blinked down at your bowl, suddenly flushed.
What the hell.
You werenβt supposed to want that. You were still a Hashira. You were still capable.
Didnβt you?
You chewed slowly, lips pressed together. The thought lingered. And before you even realized it, your body moved before your brain could stop you.
When he stepped into the bedroom - yawning, loose robe slipping even further down his scarred chest - you reached for him.
βThe hellβs gotten into you tonight?β He asked, catching himself on one foot as you tugged him down.
You didnβt answer. Just pulled until he dropped onto the futon with a grunt, letting you swing your leg over his hips and settle in his lap.
Your robe pooled around your thighs. His hands automatically gripped them.
βYouβre in a mood.β He muttered. But his thumbs were rubbing circles into your skin, slow. Curious.
βAre you complaining?β
His jaw flexed.
βNo.β
Your mouth caught his before he could say anything else. The kiss was slow, wet - lips gliding, tongue pushing past teeth with familiar hunger. You ground against him through the fabric, hips dragging low and deliberate, and he let out a quiet grunt against your mouth.
βYou keep looking at me like that.β He rasped, eyes half-lidded, βYouβre not gonna walk tomorrow.β
βAnd if I said that was my plan?β
Sanemi groaned, head falling back, the curve of his throat exposed to the warm lamplight. You kissed down it, slow and messy, even as your hands tugged at the belt of his robe. His cock was already thick and hot beneath you, twitching with every slow grind of your hips.
βShit.β He muttered, squeezing your ass. βDidnβt even get through dinner before gettinβ needy?β
You shouldβve teased him back. Shouldβve called him insufferable, rolled your eyes, pushed his head down into the futon and rode him without a word.
But instead -
βHow bad do you want me to quit?β
The question slipped out on a whisper. Too honest.
Sanemi stilled. His voice dropped low - that rare, almost reverent rasp he only ever used when it was just you.
βIβd throw myself in front of a blade if it meant youβd never have to lift yours again.β
You blinked.
βIβd tie you to this damn estate if I thought youβd let me.β
βManiac.β
He grinned, but it was pained.
The words made your chest squeeze. Because gods help you - you were starting to get it.
You wanted to laugh. Or cry. You werenβt sure which. Maybe both. Because youβd spent your entire life fighting for the chance to fight. And now, with his hands on your skin, your body slick and warm and straddling his lapβ¦
You were thinking about kids. About gardens. About quiet nights waiting for him to come home.
Shit.
What if you already were?
Your eyes darted down to where his cock was pressed against your soaked folds. You hadnβt bled inβ¦how long now? Three weeks? A little more?
He noticed. βThe fuck are you thinking so hard about?β He muttered, eyes narrowing as he slipped a hand between your bodies and palmed your cunt, rubbing slow.
βNothing.β You lied.
Sanemi hummed, reached up, and tugged your robe open the rest of the way, dragging it off your shoulders until you sat bare in his lap, flushed.
βLook at you.β He muttered, sitting up on one elbow just to look.
You didnβt move. Didnβt speak. Just watched his face as his eyes drank you in - the slope of your breasts, the sheen of sweat on your collarbone, the soft flex of your thighs straddling his lap.
You didnβt hesitate.
You reached between your thighs, gripped his cock, and lined yourself up - letting yourself sink down with a breathless gasp.
βFuck.β He choked, hand slamming to your hip to keep you steady as your cunt squeezed around him.
You rolled your hips slow, eyes fluttering shut.
And all you could think about - between each wet, dragging thrust - was him.
Sanemi. Crouched in the backyard, holding a small toddler by the arms. Guiding their steps with loud, clumsy encouragement.
Sanemi. Holding a baby after a mission. Skin stained in blood, but whispering soft apologies as he cradled them against his chest.
Sanemi. Coming home to you in a quiet kitchen, arms wrapping around your waist, voice low in your ear, asking how his girls were.
You clenched around him so hard he groaned.
βFuck - you trying to snap my cock in half?β
βI think I want it.β You whispered. βAll of it.β
He blinked up at you, chest heaving.
βWant you. A family. All of it.β
He cupped your face then - both hands, suddenly - pulling you down into a kiss that tasted like home.
Your thighs started to ache, muscles trembling. His hands gripped your hips, dragging your body against his in slow, grinding rolls that made your breath catch.
Then one of his hands smoothed up your back, calloused fingers tracing your spine, before he cupped the base of your neck.
You let him move. Let him roll his hips up, deep and slow, cock dragging along every slick ridge inside you like he was trying to carve his name into you from the inside out. Every thrust was deliberate - measured, not rushed.
And gods, he was warm.
You could feel it in your core, that slow build starting all over again, your stomach tightening with every roll of his hips.
His hand cupped your ass. Guided you. Encouraged you.
βSo fuckinβ pretty like this. Mine.β He murmured, glancing down between your bodies
He sat up suddenly, arms sliding around your waist in one swift motion - hugging you to him, pulling you in so tight you could barely breathe.
You gasped, arms looping around his neck, pressing your forehead to his shoulder as his cock stayed seated deep inside you.
βMine.β He whispered, rough. βMy pretty wife.β
You froze. Just for a moment.
βYouβre all I need.β He breathed. βYou hear me?β
Your fingers dug into his hair, gripping tight. You could barely speak past the lump rising in your throat.
βAnd youβre gonna help meβ¦β He went on, voice raw and low, βRaise the best damn kids this worldβs ever seen.β
You nodded, barely breathing.
βYouβre gonna be such a good mom.β He whispered. βSo good. So sweet. Gonna love them like crazy. Gonna - fuck - gonna love me even when I donβt deserve it.β
You kissed his temple, forehead, cheek - anywhere you could reach.
His arms tightened.
βIβve never wanted anything like this.β He whispered. βNot βtil you.β
You whimpered - just a little - because it hit too hard, too deep.
Because you wanted it now. You didnβt know when that happened. Didnβt know how his hands and voice and stupid, hopeful dreams burrowed their way inside you.
You buried your face in his shoulder, voice shaky.
βI think Iβm already pregnant.β
Sanemi stilled.
His arms didnβt loosen. Just pulled you in even tighter.
ββ¦Good.β
You lifted your head, and he kissed you before you could finish, slow and soft.
And then he moved again, hips tilting up, slow and deep.
You cried out - his name on your lips, nails digging into his shoulder, tears stinging the corners of your eyes.
He rocked into you with everything he had. βMy pretty girl.β He murmured. βMy sweet lady. My wife.β
βSanemi -β
βGonna make you a mom. Gonna take care of you. Always.β
You nodded, clinging to him.
βEven if I gotta cut down the whole world to do it.β
You came hard and he quickly chased after it. Your moans echoing off each other.
And when he stilled - come spilling deep and hot inside you, arms wrapped around your waist, body shuddering as he groaned into your skin - you stayed like that.
The whole world soft for once.
Just the two of you.
Maybe three.
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The front gate creaked open with a clang, wood smacking against wood.
βShinazugawa-sama, please, let usββ
βGo home.β Sanemi barked, not even bothering to look at the two estate servants still waiting by the corridor. βI didnβt ask for a damn welcome party.β
βBut your uniform, sirββ
βI said go home.β
You smiled faintly to yourself, the laundryline creaking as you reached up to pin the last yukata sleeve in place.
You could hear him now - feet heavy, pace sure, irritation in every step. A door opened. Another slammed shut. A muttered curse. A huff of breath.
Then silence.
And a heartbeat later -
ββ¦there you are.β
You didnβt turn around.
Sanemi crossed the yard in ten strides, no haori, just his sleeveless corps uniform clinging to his frame - all scarred biceps, and sharp muscle cutting beneath his open collar. His white hair was damp from training, jaw tight, the scowl on his face softening the moment he saw your hands full.
βTch.β He grumbled, coming up behind you. βDidnβt I say youβre supposed to be relaxing?β
βDidnβt you want a housewife? Iβm doing wife things.β
A beat of silence.
Then a resigned scoff as he wrapped his arms around you from behind, palms immediately finding your stomach like they were drawn there by instinct. He pressed his face into your shoulder, muttering something indecipherable, and you could feel the way his chest rose and fell against your back, slower now.
βBe nice to the staff, Sanemi.β
βTheyβre annoying.β
βTheyβre trying to help.β
βI donβt need help. I need you.β
You laughed softly, leaning back into him. βYou saw me this morning.β
He kissed your temple, voice gruff in your ear. βWasnβt enough.β
His hands rubbed along the curve of your belly, slow and warm, and you could feel the way his shoulders dropped. Like tension bled out of him with every pass of his thumb. His cheek brushed against your hair.
βYou alright?β he murmured.
βMhm.β
βFeet hurting again?β
βA little.β
He turned his head and pressed a kiss into the space just behind your ear. βShouldβve had your ass up by early with me to soak.β
You smiled. βYouβll come bathe with me later, right?β
He snorted. βWhat kind of question is that?β
Another laugh. Another little pause, full of nothing but breath and breeze and the sound of laundry rustling on the line.
βI got a couple names.β He said suddenly, low and casual, like it was something heβd been sitting on all day. βFor the next ones.β
You tilted your head. βNext what?β
He looked down pointedly.
You rolled your eyes. βWe havenβt even had this one yet.β
βDoesnβt matter.β He muttered, rubbing lazy circles into your side. βTold you how many I want.β
You arched a brow. βOh, so thatβs all Iβm good for now? Making babies?β
Sanemi gave a low snort, hands unapologetically sliding over your sides to settle beneath the swell of your belly. βYou werenβt complaining about it the other night.β
You turned just enough to catch the smirk on his face.
He shrugged, unrepentant. βSaid youβd give me four more while you were bouncinβ on my cock. Donβt remember? Sounded real sincere.β
Your face burned. βSanemiβ¦β
He ducked to kiss your cheek, all smug affection and rough warmth.
βPretty sure you asked me to fuck more babies into you. That you wanted our house full of βem.β
You slapped his chest with the back of your hand, face hot. βThat was the pregnancy hormones talking.β
He just snorted, mouth pressed to the side of your neck again, smirking against your skin. βMm. Sure it was.β He mumbled.
You shook your head. βOne at a time, Shinazugawa.β
Silence fell over the yard again. Just the two of you. Cicadas humming. Fabric flapping softly overhead.
His grip on you loosened slightly.
βCβmere.β He mumbled.
You followed him back inside.
And you thought - he had done it. He succeed in fucking the Hashira out of you.
Because nothing about you missed the corps.
Not when he was like this.
Not when home smelled like sun-warmed linens and sweat and his skin.
Not when his arms wrapped around you like this was the safest place in the world.
Not when you were pregnant with his kid, and he was already planning for the next.
You were his wife. His pretty lady. His soft place to land after long days.
And you were happy with that.
β.ΰ³ΰΏ. sanemi wants to fuck the hashira out of you
tw: rough sex, breeding talk, cum play, degradation/praise
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Everyone was terrified of him.
Abrasive. Sharp-tongued. Quick to anger. Even the other Hashira kept their distance when his temper flared.
And sure, you got the rough edges, the blunt words, the scowl β but you also got the way he pressed bowls of food into your hands after missions, muttering that you were βtoo damn skinny.β The way he pulled the blanket higher over you when you slept, grumbling about how you βnever know how to take care of yourself.β And, sometimes, the way he suggested you quit being a Hashira altogether.
βYou donβt need this shit.β Heβd snap, scarred arms crossed. βI can take care of you.β
You always waved him off. He always clicked his tongue, muttering curses under his breath.
But when he fucked you, he always made sure you remembered.
Bent over his futon, his cock slamming into you so hard the floor boards creaked, you could barely get a word out. Every thrust knocked the breath from your lungs, your moans pitched high and needy, eyes rolling as your walls fluttered around his girth.
βFuck - listen to you.β He grunted, one big hand gripping your waist so hard you knew thereβd be bruises tomorrow. The other slid up, rough palm catching your jaw, forcing your head back until you were looking at him over your shoulder. His scarred face was flushed, jaw tight. βSo fuckinβ desperate for me.β
βSanemi -β You whined, voice breaking, βs-so deep - β
βYeah? You like that?β He rasped, snapping his hips forward until your ass collided with his pelvis, the lewd clap echoing through the room. βLike my cock stuffinβ you full, huh?β
Your answer was another broken moan, tears pricking the corners of your eyes as he angled deeper, pounding into that spot that made your legs shake.
βGonna knock you up like this.β He growled, hand squeezing your jaw tighter, thumb pressing against your cheek. βThen you canβt be a Hashira. Canβt run around swinginβ swords when youβre carrying my kid.β
Your pussy clenched hard around him at that, a whine tearing from your throat. You tried to retort. Tried to tell him he was insane, that you werenβt quitting for anything - but all that came out was a sobbed, βN-no - ah, fuck - β
He smirked, sweat dripping down his temple, his thrusts only getting rougher. βWhatβs that? Canβt even talk? Too busy squeezinβ my cock like your cuntβs begginβ me to breed you?β
βSanemi - please - β
βPlease what?β His tone was sharp, but his eyes softened just a fraction as he leaned closer, chest pressed to your back. βPlease give it to you? Please fuck you full so youβve got no choice but to stay home and let me take care of you?β
You panted his name, body shuddering as your orgasm hit, walls clenching down around him in hot pulses. His grip tightened, a guttural groan ripping from his chest as he drove in deep, spilling into you with a hiss.
Even then, he didnβt stop. He fucked his cum into you with slow, grinding thrusts, making sure every drop stayed buried inside before he finally pulled out.
You barely caught your breath before you felt his scarred fingers at your swollen folds, pushing his seed back into you.
He didnβt say anything, just watched the way it slid back in, thumb catching the mess.
Then he bent forward and pressed a soft kiss to your spine, scarred hands still spread over your hips. He stayed there for a moment, forehead resting between your shoulder blades.
Silent, rough palms smoothing up your sides, he thought about how good youβd look carrying his baby. How easy it would be for you to quit, to let him take care of everything. His little pretty wife. His to protect.
His to keep.
(might do a part two!! idkβ¦)