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if i just weren't too scared to admit this is real,

if it all just wouldn't be so complicated

we could dance in the rain,

you don't know what they do to me,

but they do make it worse.

he is able to make the pain go away

but when he's not there i dont want to stay

i'll be so happy when i'm in four years allowed to go

thinking about everything that i just couldnt do right

thinking about you laying next to me

it feels like this is the place, where im supposed to be

cant stop thinking about how you lips would feel against mine,

for the rest of my life,

without a doubt, it would be you.

you could rip my heart apart

and still i'd choose you.

i want you l

i've i never wanted someone before

so if i were to choose someone

to spend all of my life with,

without a doubt, it would be you.

without a doubt. yes, this is true.

it's always been you

but you look like you give great hugs.

you look like your arms could feel like home.

whenever im sad i want you to hug me.

noone else.

just you.

but they do not need me

the way i need them.

they saved me from drowning. they made me feel something when i forgot how to feel. when i dont wanted to feel anymore.

they carved themself into my veins.

i dont know how, i dont know why.

they just did.

and even though i will not end up being with them i am thankful that i fell for them.

because somehow this love

is one of the reasons i am still alive.