To one of the worst fucking years of my life… I cried every month more than once fuck 2025.

I’m so sick & tired of being triggered I want to move the fuck away.

I would beat a bitch up.. wish I could all the time. Hahaa what I would give.

Can I scream from the top of my lungggggggggssssssss(-:

Just keep fucking crying..

I want to feel like I’m enough again.

The amount of doubt I have now is more than ever.. fuck this shit. Like what the actual fuck words of affirmation is literally my love language but let’s shit all over it.

I wish people believed in my dreams and aspirations more. Like why else are they called dreams?! They should seem hard and difficult.. but nah.. some support would be nice.

I can’t fucking wait to run away from my mom run as far fucking away

Everything is literally a mess in my life except my love for you.

I was lied to for months… hidden from me for 6 months that you’d been seeing her for 4 months behind my back. While I was falling so madly in love with you all over again thinking we were both in all this all the intimacy.. I want that shit fucking back man.

I know my period is coming as soon as everything gets fucking worse I hate how much this shit lives inside my head fucking bitch.

Some days I just don’t stop fucking crying. A joke. I’m so sick of this of myself. My thoughts.

Im so fucking sick of myself dear lord.