Trying

Do you understand mother? Do you understand yet? Do you understand that you are not the only one suffering in this situation. You are not the one who has been diagnosed with anorexia.

That cookie you’re about to eat, first think what’s gonna happen afterwards. How are you gonna feel. Didn’t you say you wanted to be thinner? Didn’t you say you’re gonna lose this weight? So this cookie will taste good for one second, so try to ask yourself is that one second really more worth then getting to your goal and be proud of yourself for MUCH more time? If you want to eat that cookie now go on. Go on and ruin it again. But don’t you feel bad for your future self? If you REALLY  want to eat that cookie and hate yourself more… go on… Just remember you were warned so don’t you dare to cry and pitty yourself afterwards cause YOU did it to YOURSELF!

Please stay safe lovelies! 💖