Heya, I'm Elcee ๐ค early 30's, queer and ND, going by they/them pronouns. Welcome!
Writer, TTRPG enthusiast, music lover, and occasional psychology nerd (not trained, it's just a big interest of mine). And I do art sometimes. When the muse strikes.
Mostly posting and reblogging bg3, OC content, and writing things, and it's likely going to be like that for a while since I'm currently in the middle of writing my longfic for bg3, but you can consider this place to be a multi interest platform for all the aforementioned hobbies.
[Their masterpost is here]
Natavriel (Tav, they/them) and Storm (DU, he/him) exist in the same timeline. Storm is a forsaken Durge, having lost his duel to Orin (at least in the main timeline I write about, but I occasionally delve into a happy ending for them too). My longfic dealing with the consequences of that for Tav and Astarion is post canon, but I do write one shots during the events of the game too, and those are a tiny bit less tragic.
If there's only ONE post to read about them it's the one about the companions relationships with them, here :3
Storm's tag | Natavriel's tag
I don't do DNIs, but I do speak of heavy and dark topics very often, so proceed accordingly ๐ฉถ
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(bg3 exclusive for now but who knows what the future may bring)
[AO3 link]
The battle is won, the Netherbrain defeated, and Astarion is free. But as he returns to the shadows, someone fails to follow him โhis lover, child of Bhaal, condemned to madness by his own father. For weakness, for disobedience, it matters not, Storm is lost. Astarion navigates his grief with the help of Tav, and fights for closure as they both try to find where the balance of their friendship lies, now that Storm is gone.
In progress : 19/30. Updating... when I can.
Longfic Interview is here
The context of how this happened in my head can be found here
General tag | WIP tag
Snippets of my Dark Urge's tadpole journey alongside Natavriel, of their platonic bond, of his friendships with the tadfools, and of his romance with Astarion
POV varies between Storm and Tav
Home (some backstory, lots of angst)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Violent Delights, Violent Ends (durge backstory, tragedy, mind the tags)
[AO3]
A Name is a Powerful Thing (angst, some minor comfort in the form of Tav being here, mind the tags. One of my fav piece of writing ever.)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Conflicts Of The Mind (act I angst, hurt/comfort, mental health exploration)
[AO3] In progress : 3/4
His fangs mean Death (character study for my Durge, mild smut)
[AO3]
(mostly, those are the chapters of the previous fic diving into Astarion's memory of the tadpole journey, and they more or less all work as standalone if that's all you have the space for)
The simple plan (angst and comfort, durgestarion/bloodspark)
Chapter 1 [AO3][Tumblr] | Chapter 2 [AO3][Tumblr] | Chapter 3 [AO3][Tumblr]
Kindness is a hateful thing (hurt/comfort, durgestarion/bloodspark)
[AO3][Tumblr]
You will feel my hunger (hurt no comfort, durgestarion/bloodspark)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Here Comes the Sun Again (fluffy angst? is that a thing?, Tav & Astarion)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Stay (angst)
This one is about Nocturne and Shadowheart! Also unedited because it was for a flash fiction prompt and I rarely go back on those
Only on Tumblr (if I edit it it might make it to AO3 one day)
First Snow (fluff, Shadowheart x Halsin x Karlach)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Astarion and gratitude
Astarion and Drizzt
Astarion's resilience
Astarion thinks deus ex machinas are very twee
Why Astarion's character resonnated with me (answerring an ask)
Shar, Shadowheart, and grief
My favourite BG3 NPC (it's Doni, if you don't know who that is go read the post and I might forgive you /j)
Karlach/Shadowheart/Halsin headcanon
Karlach/Shadowheart/Halsin relationship post game
The Natavriel/Storm/Astarion situation
My Gale'zel version
The Mucha series
(almost complete with the Origin companions, I'm only missing Karalch :3)
Hugs (Astarion x Storm & Natavriel)
A Night of Peace (also Astarion x Storm & Natavriel)
Kitten Agression (still Astarion x Storm & Natavriel but happy)
I Hold You (Storm and Tav QPR)
Kisss ๐ฉถ (bloodspark)
Wyll's portrait
Not everything is listed here, just my fav pieces ๐ฉถ
Yae of Evereska for @burnt-by-marigolds
I have so many things planned here, and so little bandwidth for it ๐ More will come, eventually ๐ฉถ
An Unexpected Invitation - Gift fic by @missfortunetherogue, featuring their OC, Miss Fortune/Sasha Amastacia
The Silent Three - VP by @burnt-by-marigolds, Storm sharing the pantheon of silence with Yae and River
All in the Golden Afternoon - VP by @burnt-by-marigolds with their OCs Yae and Kirian
Storm's portrait - Art by @theya-art
Storm and Natavriel's Christmas - Art by @endermal
The Hopeful Masquerade - VP set by @/burnt-by-marigolds, with many other OCS :3
Thank you, you wonderful people ๐ฉถโจ
Most of those are written in one go, and unedited, so they have various degrees of quality haha
I do those mostly as a way to practice, and also because I like to procrastinate when I'm at work
(yes, those have all been written on company time... Does that mean I'm a paid writer??)
Gravity [Read on Tumblr][AO3]
This one is dark. CW : depression, suicide (though not super explicit)
Chrysalis [Read on Tumblr]
WoD:Changeling themed if you squint
There is power in a name [Read on Tumblr]
Also about faes, if the fae in question is a child snatcher
Night Killer [Read on Tumblr]
This one is an experiment with some worldbuilding I had done a long time ago and I wanted to bring back. I had a lot of fun writing it but I'm not sure how readable it is.
You blood is mercy [Read on Tumblr]
This one is also dark. CW : child's death (more or less)
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Drag is perhaps THE most central part of Miss Fortune's identity. It was their solace in a horrid upbringing and a way for them to express their truest self in a way that was embraced, even celebrated, by others.
I'm severely limited by BG3 CC and clothing mods that are both femme and made to fit BT2, but I think Miss Fortune still managed to turn it out. I'll share some of Miss Fortune's real-life drag inspirations below the VP. The call to learn how to mod just to recreate some of those looks is strong even though I do NOT have the time for that (I probably also don't have the skill).
Drag Inspirations (in no particular order)
There are too many to get a full list, but these four have turned out some amazing fashion looks that I think Miss Fortune would kill for.
Aquaria
Gottmik
Sasha Velour
Symone
Big thanks to @worfs-glorious-hair for including drag in the prompt list, I think my face just about cracked from the smile I got when I saw it ๐
Nevermind, thunderstorm has arrived, everybody is forgiven :3
(because coincidentaly, I spent the entire day under "thunderstorm alert", and it has only now started raining. Almost 9pm. Anyway I'm happy now, gonna write some Storm pov while thunder is here)
So by happenstance (or maybe because I'm overzealous, lol) I didn't only create a VP for the 2nd volume of @coloursofthegate, I also wrote a story about little Yae who, having observed his both parents being genderfluid, wants to explore his own identity. Hopefully I succeeded in lovingly flipping queer kids experience.
If you still want to pre-order the zine and support some worthy causes, this post explains how to do it :) I've seen a preview of the zine and it's going to be full of gorgeous and passionate content ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
Prompt originally posted by Amai on bsky, we yoinked it for out Discord prompt because character limit did not allow our thoughts to run.
Your Tav/Durge and their LI have been body swapped for 24 hours! How do they deal with it? What problems/issues arise?
Tagging some people (some already responded on the server);
@erin-unknown (the other side of this mess), @burnt-by-marigolds, @bunnymonarchy, @ilinarie, @elceewunjo, @litsenn, @des-no9, @ixiagrey, @theya-art
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Well, it was bound to happen one of these days. In hindsight, it's surprising that it took so long for her Wild Magic to trigger a body swap of all things (and, really, she turned Gale into a vicuรฑa once). Thankfully, experience shows that these things rarely stuck for more than a full day.
So, first off all; the braids and the warpaint got to go. She can't deal with having anything painted on her face and the thickness of whatever the fuck Spooky is using reminds her of the foundation Mother's servants forced onto her face to cover her natural skin. So yeah, off with the makeup unless the Elfsong wasn't another surge of Wild magic.
Braided bangs come next - similar reasons, it's a sensory nightmare to her - and while at it, she will brush her hair (even if it is a bit hypocritical given she doesn't really care about her own looks most of the time).
Next, we're spending a couple of minutes sulking because everything looks different now that She Is Tall (taller than before at least) and, with sudden lack of her dead weight of a tail, there is a certain lack of balance but once that's done and she stops walking into things, she then notices how fucking cold she is.
Granted, the wind carrying the lovely stench of the fishmarket does not help but yeah. No wonder Deet is always cold when he's wearing next to nothing.
Also, the suddenโฆ awareness of another pair of twins being present. And unrestricted.
Pants, she needs to find pants that will fit these giraffe legs. Then socks and shoes because she knows those cobblestone streets - and his poor excuse of sandals is not enough for those.
A shirt, an undershirt, maybe a vest - capes, she will forever question his fashion choices - and she's somewhat readier to face the Gate.
Only, there comes the problem of performing any work because knowing their luck - it will end in a fight. And while she's good with a sickle or a scimitar (it's something about the curve) on a regular day, it's with a body she knows. Not this, tall, too heavy with muscles developed by running rather than walking, fighting with bows and daggers and claws and fangs.
And she'd rather die again than tap into warlock powers but her own Wild magic is dormant in this body. There is not tingle in her veins, no scent of ozone that seems to cling to the inside of her nose whenever she casts.
Instead, there is that long forgotten feeling of an unwelcome guest behind her eye and another presence poking at her memories before she shuts the connection violently.
No, we would not be dealing with him. Not today. And hopefully not ever again.
Thankfully, the tadfools can handle all the end-of-the-world bits. Hopefully. Right?
Right?
Eh, it will be fine.
Which means a day of absofuckinglutely nothing. Yay, vacations in the middle of end of the world.
But honestly, it will be fiiiiine.
Also, because she is a rude little thing, she likes that the twins have a brother.
"Finally! I can piss standing!"
Val vs Deet (picture by @erin-unknown)
Valeria actually enjoys being in 'Spooky's' body; being taller than him, with broader shoulders - it makes her feel more correct. She's always felt protective of Deet and will definitely try to come up with ways to just pull him closer to her and just hold him.
There was always a part of her that felt ridiculous for acting like this due to their size difference; like a lap dog trying to appear threatening and guarding its owner. Now, she can just wrap herself around him and even if she can't shield him the way she wishes - not when it's his body being in harms way - it feels right to her.
Granted, it is a bit like navigating through a thick fog; Val never did get much experience with simply being affectionate, nor receiving affection and she's still afraid of not doing it justice and Deet not being able to get the experience he deserves she tries not to think about what she'd want because she will never be really comfortable with asking for things in fear of being denied.
Still, in the moments they are separated - Deet refusing to sit back and let the tadfools handle whatever task they currently need to complete, and Val being out of her depth with this heavier body - she finds herself being a bit... selfish with her exploration.
Not too much, of course. Despite being very happy with finally understanding how it feels to have a dick, she's also very content that she didn't get Deet's sex drive in this swap (and because she's an idiot, it will take forever for her to remember that her bo-- that Deet is quite the pervert and is definitely as much - if not more - curious as her).
Still, as a tiefling, she never really had any experience with body hair and while she loves the feeling of Deet's against her, casually touching his arms makes her feel silly. And touching his chest or belly is more often than not associated with sex so it wasn't she could just do either.
But here, in the privacy of her room at Elfsong, she does let herself enjoy the feeling of coarse hair under the palms of her hands. As much as Deet's braids and bangs are a sensory nightmare on her face, running her fingertips over the forearms is almost comforting.
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Storm dreams very Durge dreams nearly everynight, red, bloody, full of screams, fear and violence. However, there's still parts of him in those dreams. Namely, his tendency to wish for death is often very present, and that comes from him, not the Urge. There's also fear and guilt, and those emotions are entirely his, too.
I wrote one of those for my Conflicts of the Mind fic, where Natavriel shares his dream via tadpole, so I'll just paste that here
He climbed, the cloak on his shoulders heavy, blood soaking the fabric a little more with each step.
"Saabi, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. This is the only way, now."
He didn't look at those he had left behind. Fear and despair were the only things he would find there, and he did not need any more of that. It was their blood dragging him down, he knew. Their blood, begging him to kneel under the weight.
Still, he climbed.
"This is the only way."
He couldn't stop now. He couldn't. Not after everything.
The steps under his feet were already crimson, an endless upward path paved with corpses, their blood mingling with that of the ones he had left behind. More, and more, the weight on his shoulders grew.
Still, he climbed.
The knife, firmly gripped in his hand, was cold. Blood would see to better that once more, soon enough.
A young tiefling woman stood in his way. And in, went the knife. The tumbling fall of her body barely slowed him down. Blood spilled, warm on his hands, just as he had wished. The weight grew.
And still, he climbed.
"This is the only way," he said to himself.
Two men watched him come. One of them, the young one, had shaken his hand, once. Or so he thought. And he'd wanted to deliver the boy. In, went the knife, doing just that. Bodies fell. The weight grew.
And he climbed.
The dragonborn was next. In, went the knife. Blood spilled. The weight grew.
There would be others. No matter. In, would go the knife. And still, he would climb.
This was the only way. The only way.
The first ones to die had been the lucky ones. Anything was better than to live in a world where he continued to exist.
"I'm sorry," he kept whispering, the words like a prayer on his lips.
The end of the climb was near. And there stood people that he recognised. People that, foolishly, he had come to know by name.
Gale. In, went the knife.
Lae'zel. In, went the knife.
Wyll, Karlach, and Shadowheart. In, and in, and in, went the knife.
Astarion. In, went theโ
No. No, he didn't want to. He didn't want to. But this was the only way. He couldn't stop now.
In, went the knife. Blood coated those silver curls that so often glowed in the sun when Astarion fell, the colour matching his now lifeless ruby eyes.
Tav stood there, too. The last one still standing on the steps in front of him. And behind them, an altar where his own body laid unmoving. Waiting. At peace. Finally. The only way, this was the only way.
In, needed to go the knife.
Something fought for control. Instinctively, he fought back.
"This is my body," said Tav calmly, standing before him. Their mouth stayed shut. But it was their voice, in his mind. Their strength of will, fighting his own with a fierce desire to help that he could feel buzzing in his own bones. "Let me in."
He was them. Or, rather, they were him, in this moment. His steps halted. At his command, or at Tav's, neither of them could have been sure.
Such was the weight on his shoulders, if he stood still, he trembled under it. When he stopped fighting, Tav's body moved, closing the space between them both. Their fingers brushed his wrist, his skin slick with the blood of those people he knew. And those he didn't. And those he had forgotten. Mostly, those he had forgotten.
"Let go, love," they whispered.
He did. The knife fell. And so did he, crumbling under the weight.
Tav occasionally gives him herbs to block dreams, but it's not super effective on him, so after the first few times he stops taking them.
He does start to dream dreams that are entirely his own, little by little. The first time was when he started pining after Astarion, and that was a big suprise to him, to learn that he had the capacity to dream about something other that violence.
It always seems like a good idea to answer tag games for them both in one single post. Until I decide to make a post like this and I have duplicated links everywhere. Anyway, in light of this, I've kept the tag/ask games in one section since I most often answer for both of them, unless there's some specific bits of lore that I wanted to keep in their respective sections
Start here to understand their relationship ๐ฉถ
Moodboards here if you only want vibes :3
Soundtrack for these two : The Conflict of The Mind, by AURORA ๐ฉถ
General tag
Overview post
Greetings as a companion
Music for his relationship with Astarion
His playlist
The origin of his storm sorcery
Some snippets of his childhood memories
Storm and his horse
His views of the Gods
His views of Jergal, specifically
His relationship with the other Chosens
Couple questions with Astarion (tidbits of Tav can be found here too)
Durge QOTD
General tag
Overview post (it's long. But everything you need to know about them is there :3)
OC Layers tag game (some of it is repeated information, sorry)
Greetings as a companion
Iris the Pixie (one of Tav's Feywild friends)
Tav's different families
Name lore
Tattoo lore (coming soon)
The gith creche incident (sorry Lae'zel, ily)
Natavriel, the tadpoles, and the Emperor
Pranking Mizora
Bad money management
A guest lecture for Gale
What kind of animals do they love?
Because no such thing as too much love, I want to see this back, everytime I reference this post haha ๐ฉถ Art post is here
I am always open to asks, even if the games are old :3 if you're curious, feel free to unearth some of them!
Cozy Camp asks
Companions Relationships asks
Tav / Durge asks
DnD Character asks
Pride asks
Angsty relationship asks
You OC at the coffee/tea shop
Valentine's Cheesy Tag (with aroace subversion, because.)
Baldur's Mouth Gazette Interview
Winter Solstice Event
Text Messages with Astarion
OC Toxic Traits Bingo
Forge an item for you OC
Reaction to Astarion's name getting misspelled in the Mouth Gazette
OC love test
The hair session
The Mapping of the Heart
Holding Hands
Merfolk OCs
Cute worms OCs
Creating a section just for that, because I already have a few post in my draft or in my mind for this lol
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Will you breathe through me
And calm the storm inside?
Just breathe through me
We'll keep the fires alight
I'll face down the world with you
Breathe through me
And calm the storm inside
Just breathe through me
We'll keep the stars alight
This is a piece that is supposed to go with a fic I'm writing for the last day of @worfs-glorious-hair's Pride event, but somewhere along the way I played with the colours, and decided it could also fit another prompt. Mostly because I like it too much to wait the end of the month :3
Have a very late entry for the "Orange" prompt : Healing.
I caved and I'm writing the happy AU (Astarion will be in the fic with them ofc <3). They're gonna get their QPR :3
WEDNESDAY WIP!!!
Thank you so much @optimisticgrey and @elceewunjo for the tag!!
I finish the traditional part of my last drawing, tomorrow, I'll take a better photo for the coloring can't wait to color it!! I love so much color my drawings.
I don't know who tag so this is a open tag for everyone!!
Ok adding to this though that even though it is extremely relatable, this is a KNOWN thing with professional writing. 10k is often referred to as "having a pot boiling" or "having a stew" - it's the point where you often see an idea coming together and it's exciting! But THEN... 30k-50k is the point where that fun has to start coming together. In theatre, it's usually week 3 of a 5 week rehearsal period where you have to stop talking about the play and really get it all up on its feet and cohesive. In art, it's committing to what are going to be the final visible layers of colour and texture, in sculpture the moment where you're truly at the point of no return with carving out the shape.
It usually feels really bad. Because this is the point it becomes real craft. It's so, so difficult to really be able to identify if it's truly not going to be anything or you're just in the hardest part of the process, and really the only way to know is to... write through it. Write it badly. Or, if you really can't, put it in a drawer and come back to it after a few months of breathing space. Remember, you can fix so much in the edit, but you can't fix nothing!
(I say, fully looking at my latest draft of my book and considering throwing it in the bin. But my editor said exactly this to me, so I'm passing it along.)
this is 100% true. I've written 6 complete novels at this point and every single time around the 40k mark I feel lost in the woods. Nothing seems to be working. I feel awful; I can't sleep. I keep going even though I'm convinced I'm going to fail. And then... It's like leaving a tunnel and getting back out in the sunshine. Stuff starts coalescing. Things that weren't working have obvious fixes. I "can write" again, except I was writing the whole time. It just felt hopeless in the moment. It's not. You just gotta get out of the woods.
Will you breathe through me
And calm the storm inside?
Just breathe through me
We'll keep the fires alight
I'll face down the world with you
Breathe through me
And calm the storm inside
Just breathe through me
We'll keep the stars alight
This is a piece that is supposed to go with a fic I'm writing for the last day of @worfs-glorious-hair's Pride event, but somewhere along the way I played with the colours, and decided it could also fit another prompt. Mostly because I like it too much to wait the end of the month :3
Have a very late entry for the "Orange" prompt : Healing.
I caved and I'm writing the happy AU (Astarion will be in the fic with them ofc <3). They're gonna get their QPR :3
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1 - What emotion do you most readily associate with your OC?
I was about to answer control โ or at least, the need to control. Especially before Ellith rejected Bhaal for good.
But the more I think about it, the more I believe that yearning, globally speaking, is the feeling that I tend to associate with them.
They yearn for control of course, but also for freedom, for trust and affection (although they're most like to deny it), for all the substances they're addicted to, for Astarion, for blood and death, for music and laughter, for their memories, for fame, for lust and touch... Ellith is starving for so many things, including things they don't acknowledge or things they pretend to be meaningless.
7 - Where is a place that your OC will visit (or would wish to visit) when they need to feel at peace.
Pre-tadpole Ellith would call to Bhaal โ they donโt exactly need a place to feel at peace, not a physical one. Itโs more like a place in their mind, where they can talk to their Father and somehow โfeelโ him with them.
Post-tadpole Ellith needs to find such a place. During the decades after the game events, El and Astarion become adventurers and they donโt really settle anywhere. I imagine theyโll eventually buy a comfy house in Baldurโs Gate later on, which would become more like a GQ theyโll return to every now and then rather than a long-term dwelling. So there's nowhere, really, which feels like 'home'.
Maybe a peaceful place of their own is part of what Ellith is yearning forโฆ but they first need to acknowledge it.
Heya, I'm Elcee ๐ค early 30's, queer and ND, going by they/them pronouns. Welcome!
Writer, TTRPG enthusiast, music lover, and occasional psychology nerd (not trained, it's just a big interest of mine). And I do art sometimes. When the muse strikes.
Mostly posting and reblogging bg3, OC content, and writing things, and it's likely going to be like that for a while since I'm currently in the middle of writing my longfic for bg3, but you can consider this place to be a multi interest platform for all the aforementioned hobbies.
[Their masterpost is here] (this is also getting an overhaul soon, but it's in construction for now lmao)
Storm (DU, he/him) and Natavriel (Tav, they/them) exist in the same timeline. Storm is a forsaken Durge, having lost his duel to Orin (at least in the main timeline I write about, but I occasionally delve into a happy ending for them too). My longfic dealing with the consequences of that for Tav and Astarion is post canon, but I do write one shots during the events of the game too, and those are a tiny bit less tragic.
If there's only ONE post to read about them it's the one about the companions relationships with them, here :3
Storm's tag | Natavriel's tag
I don't do DNIs, but I do speak of heavy and dark topics very often, so proceed accordingly ๐ฉถ
Find me on AO3
Common tags : #elcee posts | #elcee writes | #elcee draws
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(bg3 exclusive for now but who knows what the future may bring)
[AO3 link]
The battle is won, the Netherbrain defeated, and Astarion is free. But as he returns to the shadows, someone fails to follow him โhis lover, child of Bhaal, condemned to madness by his own father. For weakness, for disobedience, it matters not, Storm is lost. Astarion navigates his grief with the help of Tav, and fights for closure as they both try to find where the balance of their friendship lies, now that Storm is gone.
In progress : 19/30. Updating... when I can.
Longfic Interview is here
The context of how this happened in my head can be found here
General tag | WIP tag
Snippets of my Dark Urge's tadpole journey alongside Natavriel, of their platonic bond, of his friendships with the tadfools, and of his romance with Astarion
POV varies between Storm and Tav
Home (some backstory, lots of angst)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Violent Delights, Violent Ends (durge backstory, tragedy, mind the tags)
[AO3]
A Name is a Powerful Thing (angst, some minor comfort in the form of Tav being here, mind the tags. One of my fav piece of writing ever.)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Conflicts Of The Mind (act I angst, hurt/comfort, mental health exploration)
[AO3] In progress : 3/4
His fangs mean Death (character study for my Durge, mild smut)
[AO3]
(mostly, those are the chapters of the previous fic diving into Astarion's memory of the tadpole journey, and they more or less all work as standalone if that's all you have the space for)
The simple plan (angst and comfort, durgestarion/bloodspark)
Chapter 1 [AO3][Tumblr] | Chapter 2 [AO3][Tumblr] | Chapter 3 [AO3][Tumblr]
Kindness is a hateful thing (hurt/comfort, durgestarion/bloodspark)
[AO3][Tumblr]
You will feel my hunger (hurt no comfort, durgestarion/bloodspark)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Here Comes the Sun Again (fluffy angst? is that a thing?, Tav & Astarion)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Stay (angst)
This one is about Nocturne and Shadowheart! Also unedited because it was for a flash fiction prompt and I rarely go back on those
Only on Tumblr (if I edit it it might make it to AO3 one day)
First Snow (fluff, Shadowheart x Halsin x Karlach)
[AO3][Tumblr]
Astarion and gratitude
Astarion and Drizzt
Astarion's resilience
Astarion thinks deus ex machinas are very twee
Why Astarion's character resonnated with me (answerring an ask)
Shar, Shadowheart, and grief
My favourite BG3 NPC (it's Doni, if you don't know who that is go read the post and I might forgive you /j)
Karlach/Shadowheart/Halsin headcanon
Karlach/Shadowheart/Halsin relationship post game
The Natavriel/Storm/Astarion situation
My Gale'zel version
The Mucha series
(almost complete with the Origin companions, I'm only missing Karalch :3)
Hugs (Astarion x Storm & Natavriel)
A Night of Peace (also Astarion x Storm & Natavriel)
Kitten Agression (still Astarion x Storm & Natavriel but happy)
Kisss ๐ฉถ (bloodspark)
Wyll's portrait
Not everything is listed here, just my fav pieces ๐ฉถ
Yae of Evereska for @burnt-by-marigolds
I have so many things planned here, and so little bandwidth for it ๐ More will come, eventually ๐ฉถ
An Unexpected Invitation - Gift fic by @missfortunetherogue, featuring their OC, Miss Fortune/Sasha Amastacia
The Silent Three - VP by @burnt-by-marigolds, Storm sharing the pantheon of silence with Yae and River
All in the Golden Afternoon - VP by @burnt-by-marigolds with their OCs Yae and Kirian
Storm's portrait - Art by @theya-art
Storm and Natavriel's Christmas - Art by @endermal
Thank you, you wonderful people ๐ฉถโจ
Most of those are written in one go, and unedited, so they have various degrees of quality haha
I do those mostly as a way to practice, and also because I like to procrastinate when I'm at work
(yes, those have all been written on company time... Does that mean I'm a paid writer??)
Gravity [Read on Tumblr][AO3]
This one is dark. CW : depression, suicide (though not super explicit)
Chrysalis [Read on Tumblr]
WoD:Changeling themed if you squint
There is power in a name [Read on Tumblr]
Also about faes, if the fae in question is a child snatcher
Night Killer [Read on Tumblr]
This one is an experiment with some worldbuilding I had done a long time ago and I wanted to bring back. I had a lot of fun writing it but I'm not sure how readable it is.
You blood is mercy [Read on Tumblr]
This one is also dark. CW : child's death (more or less)