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They/Them, 30's
-I'm a mixed media illustrator, traditional and digital but also a creator (custom dolls)
My artfight
-I post my drawings of my OCs but also mostly Baldur's Gate 3 drawings.
I also reblog BG3 contents, especially fanarts and Tav/Durge contents.
- In this blog, I'm telling the story of my Baldur's gate 3 character, my Dark Urge: Caedus. I'm using different medias: drawing and BG3 photomode.
Caedus
-All their post, their story: here
-Pregame Caedus: here
-Caedus as the lost mage: here
-Caedus as the red sorcerer: here
-Caedus Masterposts: General, Bhaalist era, BG3 era, After BG3 era
-My BG3 fanarts: here
- My WIPs: here
-The creation of Caedus custom doll: here
-My Durge/tav drawings project: here, I draw BG3 OCs that I like, I began with the Artifight 2025.
-End of october 2024, I discovered Baldur's gate 3, since is my big obsession, but I'm totally aware of Larian's problems, I don't approve!! I have a tag about that: Larian critical
-I post mature content: TW: horror, psychological horror, nudity, romance. If I post explicit content, I'll say it with TW.
This is not a blog for minor.
-I can't open commissions for the moment.
In this blog, you will be see NO/NEVER gen AI and NO/NEVER NFT, I'm totally agaisnt these things!!
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I'll begin my third attack of the Artfight, need to stay motivated, syndrom impostor are very here!!
like always need you think you just draw for your Tav/Durge drawing project nothing other. but inconsciouly when I see that I got zero defense I'm think I'm so bad or Caedus is not interesting, I have not a lot of oc to present because I have no drawing reference except Tallabrinna but I'm not like very well her drawing that I made of her.
The worst is that I participate not for defenses just to draw oc that I like
Why I give me a lot of pressure just for just that? and the Artfight help me to imrove normally it would be so cool!!
I'm not here for comment, I'm just want to vent.
may be I'll delet it after.
"And when he had opened the fourth seal... behold a pale horse: and his name that sat upon him was Death, and Hell followed with him."
The thing with Athios is that he is relentless. He'll never stop hunting the bastard who stole his wife's chickens. (And yes, the horse is humongous, her name is Striga.)
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Full pics + additional yapping under the cut (CW: mentions of depression and self-neglect)
ON THE NAUTILOID
At the very beginning of the game, I wanted Yae to wear something he could plausibly put on when going out on the streets after everyday's business; not adventuring gear, but casual clothes. I mentioned on several occasions ([1], [2], [3]; sorry I keep repeating myself, I won't stop) that prior to the events of BG3, he suffered a bad depression episode, which resulted in self-neglected.
That's why I decided to dye the outfit with the Scorched Dye – because not only he generally prefers browns and greys (and at this stage, he'd hate to dress in anything even remotely flamboyant), but also to maybe show the clothes weren't exactly fresh. His hair is grown out and messy, and everything is splattered in blood and dirt – because I doubt the nautiloid would pass even the most lenient sanitary check.
He has a knife he has found on the ship, but doesn't feel confident using it – he favours long, narrow blades. His magic is less powerful not because of the tadpole, but because of self-neglect, which resulted in malnourishment, sleep deprivation and him getting generally physically (even) weaker. But once he gets out of the pod, the tadpole puts a damper on the mental illness, and survival instinct kicks in.
(I also like to ramp up his wrinkles at this stage, just to emphasise the unhealthy look.)
THE FIRST TWO DAYS OR SO
Right after landing on the beach, Yae braids two thin strands of hair at the sides of his face – to steady himself (you'll know why after The Ebbs and Flows goes into open access) – and then cuts the rest of his hair. It still results in a messy mop, but shorter. It might not be visible in the picture, but some longer strands still escaped his ungraceful effort.
Later, he's able to wash. The clothes remain worn, but at least they're clean. He finds a rapier and immediately discards the knife in favour of the weapon he feels more comfortable with.
Also what you see in this second picture is Yae's neutral expression :)
THE GROVE
Only after reaching the grove, the party is able to stock up on supplies properly. Yae once again tries to tame his hair – by carefully and patiently getting rid of all the longer loose strands that kept getting in his face – but he refuses to let anyone else touch it and give him a proper haircut. Not yet.
Since the travel from the grove to Baldur's Gate is said to last a tenday – and since the Absolute's forces are going to make sure it'll take longer for the party – he gets some gear, newer and more suited for adventuring (he doesn't throw away his old clothes, though, he sometimes gets attached to objects :) ). He still favours practical over fancy, the goal is to survive and not to look good. And he chooses a new scarf to wrap around his neck. The additional layers separating him from the outside world make him feel more comfortable.
I swear I was just going to take "simple screenshots", but apparently those don't exist for my brain.
But I did took a step back – after frying my GPU (and then, thankfully, reviving it) – and decided to take to heart @wild-surge's advice (which wasn't even directed at me, but it's still a very sound advice; so thank you a lot for it) and experiment more with the native tools the game provides.
So no ReShade and almost no LL (mostly for posing and adjusting poses a tiny bit); the light is all native to the game.
I discovered that coming back to those basic tools with more experience, I kinda know how to use them more efficiently. Hopefully I can continue to learn.
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Second attack for the Artfight!! I drew Durge Theo
Theo belongs to @hardcorepug!!
I love so much Durge Theo, I had to draw it and of course he added to my Durge/Tav drawing project!!
Traditional drawing colored with Procreate.
Thank you @litsen for the tag!!! I also spoke: here, here and here
But here, I'll develop more!!
The name Caedus is an important name for my Durge but also for me. This name accompanies me since a long time, since my teenage years.
Part 1: A galaxy far far away
The name Caedus comes of my another favorite fandom: Star Wars.
Caedus cames from the sith name: Darth Caedus. This is a name of a villain. The word Caedus comes for the latin: Caeda/Caedes which means: murder, slaughter.
In Star Wars universe, the villain Darth Caedus is more near of Ketheric Thorm and Gortash than Durge. He's a person who join the dark side to try to stop the war and stop horror of this but he made totally the opposite blind by the Dark Side. He finally became a tyrant. He's a tragic character who lived the horror of wars and loss of his brother and friends, these tragic events openned the door of the Dark side for this character.
Darth Caedus
Before to join the dark side, he was a kind person who loved animals. Who prefers to resolve conflict whitout to use violence.
This character was clearly an inspiration for my Durge: the name, this meaning is just perfect for a Durge. But his kind personnality before to become a Sith Lord and his appareance were also little an inspiration especially as the lost mage.
The name Caedus is also a tribute to my another favorite universe and this charactar who is my favorite Star Wars character.
I also love the name of Caedus because it's an ancien word a latin word, it adds a mysterious side to my Durge.
Part 2: The name who kills the urges
Caedus is the birth name of my Durge, gave by Bhaal himself. Even their name was given by Bhaal, for Caedus this name is the name of freedom, it's Caedus who defeated the urges, their past. It's so symbolic for them. So naturally they keep this name. Caedus could be take their adoptive name: Monthea Stonehell but they don't remember this name. Take another name will be not natural for Caedus. They only knew this name since their awakening in the Nautiloid.
It's also like Shadowheart who keeps this name after to be free of Shar and I like so much that.
A free of Bhaal Caedus
I could not resist to take a screenshots with the two villains together, you know me and my love of crossover!!! lol
For Bhaalist Caedus, there is a new person to manipulate and after to sacrifice to Bhaal.
Mods used:
Darth Caedus: face, outfit, lightsaber, hair, eyes
Bhaalist Caedus: outfit, earrings, crown, dye, eyes: here and here
Caedus' outfit lost mage act 3
Pose: here and here
QSAT
Lighty lights
Place
custom companion
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