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Oh my lanta I was a damaged little soul wasn't I 😂an extremely horny angry damaged little soul

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Haven't been on this in a fucking grip.
I finally fucking did it. I finally called somewhere someone recommended after I made a post a little earlier in the week and I fucking called. Now I'm on a waiting list for at least 6-8 weeks. But it's 6-8 weeks that will go by so fast. Ever since I called my brain has been telling me, don't fucking do it. Opt out now while you can. And I'm doing everything in my power not to chicken out. Because that's all I've ever done with therapy. I've always came so close and said nah I'll fucking figure it out myself. And here's why I'm so set on it this time. Two of my brothers are involved with alcohol. One's a severe alcoholic, one is getting to that point. I've been away from home since April of last year, so literally about a year, and it that time span, my grandfather has passed away, I almost lost the only person that matters to me, my family is starting to fall apart in the worst way possible. And I'm just watching trying to soak everything all in. I've been reflecting on things as well. Not too often, but I have flashbacks of what happened in the summer and that leads to anxiety and almost to the point of an emotional break down. I have flashbacks of my childhood where I was constantly teased because of a medical condition that I couldn't control. I'm starting to think the possibilities of PTSD.. Obviously I don't know for sure, but it could always be a possibility. But anyways, I've always been a very depressed and anxious person, and now I just can't fucking deal with it anymore. I should have gotten help a long time ago when I first starting self harming.. the last time I did it was in the summer where I just couldn't take it anymore. That was one of my all time lows. I didn't eat, I lost about 10 or maybe 20 pounds, I didn't sleep, I just lost it.. I just can't take everything with my family anymore. I can't pretend that I'm okay. I can't pretend that watching my brothers going downhill isn't affecting me. I can't pretend that past traumatizing experiences haven't affected me. I can't bullshit this anymore and do this on my own. I need help. And this is the closest I've ever fucking gotten and I'm fucking proud of it and I'm doing this for myself and no one else.
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Twenty One Pilots Handshake Tutorial
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Start with your right hands!
Hand Pair 1: Both right hands
Hand Pair 2: Both left hands
Slap (Hand Pair 1) palms together
Slap (Hand Pair 1) backs of hands together
Slap (Hand Pair 1) palms together twice
Vertical fist bump twice (Hand Pair 1) (KEEP THUMB FACING VERTICALLY)
Hook thumbs together and clasp them (Hand Pair 1) [SEE BELOW FOR A MORE DETAILED VERSION
Clap your (Hand Pair 2) hands on your (Hand Pair 1) hands, clap above them, clap below your (Hand Pair 1) hands, and finally, clap them on your (Hand Pair 1) hands
Hook pinkies and bring them up, down, then up again (Hand Pair 1)
Once you bring your pinkies down, clasp spare hands together (Hand Pair 2)
Bring the clasped hands, which are Hand Pair 2, down, use the other pair of hands to clap twice above the clasped hands (Hand Pair 1)
Slap partner’s forearm (elbow area) once (Hand Pair 1)
Pat your own forearm (slightly above the wrist) once (Hand Pair 1)
Clasp hands together again (Hand Pair 1)
Unclasp the hands from 11 (Hand Pair 2) and put it around your partner as if it is a one-armed hug (Hand Pair 1)
DETAILED STEP 5:
1) Face both hands upward
2) Interlock your hands by hooking your thumbs together, still faced horizontally
3) Move both hands so the backs are touching
4) Roll your hand under your partner’s while they roll their own hand over yours (YOU NEED TO UNLOCK YOUR THUMBS FOR THIS STEP)
5) Lock thumbs together again as your hands are in a hand-shaking position
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Sometimes I think about where I was last year, compared to where I am this year. Each time, it's different in a significant way. It's usually for the better. Sometimes I find things that I still hate about myself. I'm not gonna lie, I have 2 cups of vodka and cranberry juice and 1/4 bottle of wine in me. That's a lot for a bitch that has one kidney. You know you tend to think shit when you're kinda tipsy. Anyways, I think I've changed a lot. A lot of people may not think so. I sometimes still don't think so. But that will power shit makes me think so. I still need to look for a therapist. Because I've been thinking about things. Stuff about myself. Does PSTD occur often, not just in war vets? I know it's a random tangent, but I go through scenes in my head that happened in the past and I either start to tear up or get really upset.. who knows. But. I don't know. I think I have changed. A lot. I'm still really sensitive.. is that something from my past that has happened to me? Either that or I just don't know how to stand up for myself. Pretty much both.. I always got made fun of. Whether it was for my medical issues or just because I was, and still am, an easy target. Maybe my next day off I'll call around and see if I could find a therapist. I mean, I am happy, but I have those moments where I can still get down hardcore. I haven't cut since the simmer and I'm proud of that. But I know I get in these moods where I'm just not okay. Again, I have alcohol in me. So this may not make sense or it may be irrelevant as fuck. But it's what I'm thinking. Drunk/tipsy or not, I guess. Also my mind races a million times a minute and it's all over the place so I'm always everywhere. But I'm really considering a therapist. That's one thing I promised myself this year. Like I said, I'm happy, but sometimes, I get in these moods, where my mind takes over and it's all downhill. That I can't deal with myself or anyone. Maybe I'll do that tomorrow. I told Matt that a while back that I was going to get a therapist but I never looked into it. That's another problem I have. I say shit to myself that I'm going to do but never do it.. I have a lot to work on on myself. But I'm willing to do it. I need to go to bed because the alcohol is doing its job and making me exhausted. Peace and love to all. Thanks for reading my rant.
this part was really cute, i’m excited to see jenna this summer. (x)
YOU FEEL ASLEEP IN MY
CAR I DROVE THE WHOLE TIME
BUT THAT’S OKAY I’LL JUST AVOID THE HOLES SO YOU SLEEP FINE
IM DRIVING HERE I SIT
CURSING THE GOVERNMENT
FOR LETTING DONALD TRUMP RUN FOR PRESIDENT

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