do whatever you want

Ah, July!

when I was younger and growing up poor I used to dream of excessive wealth. but idk. I don't really want to be rich anymore. I want to be comfortable and safe and secure. I want to be able to pay my bills without worry and put money into my savings account. get a mortgage on a nice house with lots of windows and a nice garden. I want to be able to buy my cat nice toys. I want to be able to help out my friends when they need it. I want to be able to treat my loved ones to nice meals. maybe afford a well fitting bra. be able to shop sustainably and have real cotton and linen, not just polyester fast fashion. be able to shop from small local businesses and afford the higher price tag. have a home without any damp or mould problems and not worry about heating it. be able to buy higher quality food and not just budget items. I just dream of creature comforts and not wealth. I don't see the point in being rich.

no such thing as wasting your 20s your 20s are for recovering from whatever the fuck happened to you as a kid so that youre ready to get weird with it in your 30s

sorry for responding to your text that fast. the love in my heart for you is so loud

u should be obsessed with me that's how it goes