Egen's green corner

Hello! Im Eugene Himself, or Omelchenko. Im a russian, though, i do not speak Russian oftenly. Because of that, English is the only language i might speak in my socials.

Im 16 years old, going to colledge soon.

I mostly draw my OCs, and has a slightly bad time with being patient... Though i can, though... I get panic attacks a lot.

I do have autism, just the first level, due to being born too early then it is meant. So yeah.

I imagine my OCs doing stuff i see as cool in my head and not through art... Because im too shy, but also have not the best experince with art... So yeah. Im also insecure about stuff so that's another plus one to 'why cant you just draw what you see as cool?' reason as to no. I cannot.

I live in Moscow.

So yeah, that's about it. I also had been told that my writing is pretty good, soo... Yeah. I'll see about that...

Edit: I also forgot to mention that i use Ibispaint x to draw, so yeah.

Yeah... Honestly, im tired rn from my 5-hour long walk with my mother, so... Yeah. But, this is basically how i see myself. I wont give out any description at all, because... Well... Since its 'me', well, there will be lots of details on my own life, but i wont me giving that to people who might see this and use this information for the bad. (even though i have done that already.)

TW: DEEP BURN MARKS

Спасибо всем, кто набрал мне 100 лайков!

And heres the description, although in two pictures (because somehow, well, the long picture is kinda buggy with how short the description is)

And heres the description:

The redesign itself, and the OG look.

Now... It is time, for the lore.

"Silent Egen, or the Mouthless Prince, is a 4518 years old male of a kind named Mouthlesses, which had not only a rival kind, named Mouthfuls, but also 'The Great Mouthless Hunt', which was roughly around 4500 years before, and the Hunt stopped when Silent Egen became not only the Hunt's only survivalist, but also the only remaining of his kind. The Hunt ended 18 years ago, and now... Even though by standards the Mouthless Prince is the oldest in Human years, Silent Egen IS young adult, due to 18 years full of peace.

Now, about his kind... They used to populate the Earth, all those 4500 years back. They took care of crops, took care of animals that they used for farming, but those who proved worth of The Mouthless King, with Mouthless Prince being younger, well, it was a high honor for those Mouthlesses to personally guard Silent Egen and his father, Eugene Mouthless. There was also meant to be a princess, but... She died giving birth to Silent Egen. So now, despite everything he has gone through, his, or Mouthless Egen's heart is beating. Strongly, yet steadily. HE himself IS the spirit of a survivalist, one that had gone through 4 millenias of constant hunt, constant tense. He is also lanky and a little too long, if comparing to Egen Himself, he's half the size of him.

And yet... Still despite everything... He's gentle, compassionate, and nurturing. He also knows sign language very, very well, and if anyone would try to talk to him, he would use his hands and 4 fingers on each hand to communicate, which anything he would think of to sign would be turned into English to anyone at all. Because that's what Mouthlesses have, which is one of the traits they all had. And he uses his hands like if he's doing art."

What i mean in 'what i have gone through':

TW: Vent

Since 6th to the end of 9th class, in school, well, i have been bullied by a 80-years old grandma of a teacher, that, didn't even knew what to teach. And my mother was acutely aware of it. But also acutely aware that, with my autism, and my independence that was heavily lifted by my autism and other things, well, she was insisting that i should become 'more depend'... Which, of course, was NOT possible due to my conditions. Im also socially anxious (kind of), so yeah. Ahem, anyway, since 3 more classes, she (the teacher) actively started to bully me emotionally, and because of that, well... I have been generally tired/slightly depressed, and also hated going to school solely due to HER. So yeah. My mother actively defended me. And the teacher also said to HER (my mother), that 'it would be difficult to give a normal life to this kid', which my mother strongly said 'I. KNOW. AND IT WILL.' while internally thinking that 'does she know that if she would say that she wont make this more easier???' so yah. It was some heated times. Im also having problems with emotions so they play strongly here. Im... Also insecure due to her, because... Well... She literally knew all my weaknesses with just a direct gaze. She literally made me feel shame because im independ, even though i know i wont be. So yeah. But its also behind what i have gone through my childhood; fake friends. Ohh, where do i start. Its basically that i have gotten few fake friends back then, when i was 12 or 14. And they affected me deeply. At first they were all nice n' shit, but then, the second time they literally leave me with me being ashamed asf but also nearly crying and NOT sleeping due to them. Blame them, people. It was also the time chats were not blocked for my country but also not under the Age Verification update (it geniunely sucks, bro. They better would do that only Russians can speak to each other, and others wouldn't have their chats visible. That would be better.), so yeah. I have some issues, i know. But we all have them. This is just... A vent. I quess.