my ex-situationship is manipulating me hard because she doesn't have another girl rn i presume and it's so bad because i still crave her
#i am going to bend then break for her#the real issue is i went on a date with another girl who seemed so nice#and i'm seeing her again in about a week#but i don't know if she likes me the same#and she's a really bad chatter#and lives far away#and generally i don't know what i want#and my ex-situationship basically lives around the corner#i'm being absolutely tortured#but i'm also fantasising about crying in her arms because she'll never be good for me#she's telling me how she really regrets how she treated me#but i know she'd do it again#& yet i can't stop thinking about making out & hooking up again
