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The drift— slow, almost imperceptible  slide from everyday into insanity. • Not a leap over the edge. No, I’m perfectly still. • Every thought, a prophecy,  Every glance, full of revelation.  • Meaning pouring in,  thick and golden,  until I’m drowning in importance. • The veil lifted, and there it is:  the source code  of everything. • Every coincidence, every…

Kesä.Kaupunki maistuu elämälleja minulla on nälkä. Poikkean kauppaan.Ostoskori täyttyy nesteistä ja riippuvuuksista:energiajuomaa, vettä, nikotiinipusseja.Ja kondomeja.Kaksi suurpakkausta. Ostan lähitulevaisuutta,jonka todellakin ansaitsen.Olen menossa nyyttikesteille.Kirjaimellisesti. Viime vuodet ovat tehneet minusta kunnollisen miehen.Vastuu.Rutiini.Aikataulut. Siskoni häät ajoivat minuun…

If gaining a strong command of English is your goal, you must fall in love with deliberate practice. I’ve immersed myself in books written in English for years. In an age when almost everyone is distracted, large language models can be useful companions on that journey. Still, writing and reading must remain central. The habit will only stick if it is internally driven. You must practice for its…

I dislike crime drama written from investigator POV. Fuck Sherlock Holmes!!!  What I want needs to be hard boiled. Like something written by Edward Bunker. Protagonists end up in a prison where they become successful authors. I’m a nerd who secretly wants to be in a cell with my books. It’s difficult to come clean, however, if all you consume is real crime novels, and Oz, while in prison. At…