Recall the scene where Madelyn finally confesses her fear to Homelander. With that "I am scared of you" she unknowingly throws down a challenge to him, and at stake is his entire subsequent existence which ultimately takes the form of degradation. If up until Season 2, we could still notice signs of selfāawareness, intelligence, a certain inner life (however childish in character) which consisted first of him being mesmerised by Madelyn's gaze, and then of anticipating her every move, walking the paths of her desire (what does she want, what should I do to become her everything) which is always difficult and challenges the illusion of autonomy, then since Season 2 we only see a Supe flooded by affects so he barely can act or decide on anything.
Homelander demand love and recognition from the very one he desires/wants to destroy and can do it even accidentally. The world is hateful to him, yet there is no other world. His growth would have sounded like: "I know that I can only be feared! But strength is merely a part of me, not my limitā¦"; and yet he relied on that strength as the last bulwark of reality⦠the reality of madness. His inability to laugh, his inability to take Madelyn fear as his own (like āItās I who is afraid of her, I am scared") is a catastrophic failure of selfāknowledge, one that levels all supes with one another. It is always the viewer who laughs, never the hero, because if he were to realise it, he would have stepped out of the game⦠out of Kripke's game. I find it amusing that long before the finale Kripke and his team deemed Homelander so pitiful. What distinguishes him from The Deep? Nothing but his superior strength. Ah
Strength and violence are tacitly accepted by nearly everyone in the boys as the real way to "solve problems" and it turns out like the only way to cope with complexity (much like nuclear weapons) when Thought has long ceased to solve anything (only algorithm and force remain). Kripke is biting his own tail imagining that he is biting the tail of Trump and despicable militarism? and capitalism itself? But Kripke's victory crowned by the humiliation of Homelander is a soap bubble in the truth. (Butcher's death deserves a separate discussion⦠what was that, anyway?) The writing team, with a single Paternal gesture (remember that crowbar pressed to the forehead), obliterated all subjectively of the character (see my post "We Lost Homelander"). This led to the collapse of psychic space. As viewers, we were gifted with degradation that is nothing but emptiness. Maybe supes should never represent what we call āhumanā.
Kripke doesnāt know how it is to be Homelander, does he?








