Eddy Time Machine

So, working as a cam model means that I need to make sure my appearance is on point at all times. One of the things that stresses me out is my nails, because I’m really picky about them. I need them done right, but the salon also needs to be cheap, because I’m not exactly loaded.

I’m feeling really isolated right now, and I think I know why. Ever since I became a cam girl, I’ve been going out less and less. It’s gotten to the point where I don’t even leave the house anymore to get groceries. I either have a friend or fam member go and get stuff for me, or I order them delivered. I mean, this is getting way out of hand.

I used to love going out and leaving the house. I used to go on late-night walks and end up in weird places (like the county courthouse, the power station, and even the football stadium). But being a cam model has made me a homebody, and it’s a major negative for me. I’m becoming depressed, and I never really had to deal with “the blues” in any kind of serious way in the past.

Don’t get me wrong, webcam modeling is a great thing that has happened to me, and I don’t regret becoming a camgirl in the least. It’s that being a cam girl has required me to change the way I live my life. I have to spend so much time at home, I’ve lost touch with the outside world.