✨ed tingz✨

for all you that are discouraged bc your not seeing results ( primarily in your stomach area) just know that your going to start losing fat in your arms and legs before you do your stomach, stay strong baby :))

fragile arms and legs concealed and smothered by baggie clothes and long sleeves. eight lines etched into her decaying skin spell out the daunting word, fat. a singular three letter word that controls the very essence of her life and soul, it becomes a priority to be the thinnest, dainty enough to sit on pure white clouds without out ever leaving a trace. depriving and dying she’s pushing the limit, the number on the scale becomes minuscule, but it’s never enough. it will never be enough, not for her. she spends the days of melancholy getting high off of the feeling of her hollowed stomach becoming concave, her hipbones and ribs become more and more prominent at the cost of feeling faint, but every high ends when she loses control and is found with her fingers down her throat as though calories are an acidic toxin, acidic like the bile being expelled from her stomach and out her mouth into a bowl of chewed food. decaying, disintegrating, dead.