(it's a latin joke)

also, dw i'll eventually add things to the header (edit: the wall of shame has become a masterpiece, *proudly wipes away tear*)

A lot of the 'evidence' for these claims is not actual, concrete evidence. Most are links to anonymous asks sent to burn book blogs and the rest are hyper-focused misreadings of posts I made no earlier than March 2026.

I am aware that this looks like a lot, but this is simply because I haven't addressed anything prior to this.

I will provide as much factual evidence and sources as I possibly can.

 Fallouts

I have had fallouts with three significant people on tumblr, two of which I will not name because they have not come forward, to my knowledge, about it.

Let's start with Bluukive.

The situation between Luu and I was a personal matter that resulted in both of us blocking each other in September 2025. We were both angry, so I told my people, and she told hers. People who weren't supposed to get involved, got involved.

Both of us made vagueposts, so I can only assume people caught onto the matter and decided to stir it further.

On my side, I ranted to friends in a private server ( six people, only four active ). No one who had any connection to Luu, nor any of which were her mutuals ( to my knowledge ). If any went out of their way to send her hate anons, it was not to my knowledge. At the time I was also caretaking a family member who had just been out of a massive surgery, so I was preoccupied with my personal life.

I never incited nor sent hate to her. I wasn't even aware about her grandmother's passing because, as stated, we had each other blocked. I am sorry that people were cruel and used that against her, but I was not behind that.

It's not fair bringing this up as it was laid to rest a long time ago. Regardless, I send my condolences to her and her family. I wish her all the best.

I will not go into detail about this unless Luu wishes to. Regardless of what anyone says, her and I were friends, and our matter was personal.

The other two were a joined pair in an incident that involved @mannythemunchkin as our mutual friend. Manny and I were both targeted by these two in an effort to stir drama.

I had reason to believe that both were sending me malicious anons leading up to the incident, with one of them soft blocking me repeatedly ( even coming into my inbox after the first time asking 'how'd they unfollow me' ) until I eventually had enough and blocked them.

Manny was in a toxic friendship with one of these people. After the incident, which occurred in February 2026, Manny and I received a rise of anon hate on both of our blogs. Bearing in mind, that Manny had not received any hate on her blog for the thirteen years that she had been on tumblr.

Once again, I ranted in a private server about these two. If any went out of their way to send them hate anons, it was not to my knowledge. I did not send hate either.

I don’t want this to be misinterpreted as me vague posting about these two people ( I’m sure we’d all rather not dig up old drama ) so I’m avoiding naming them out of respect for their peace, so that they are not dragged into it all over again. I’m only bringing this up as it’s one of the things I’ve been called to address. I will not go into detail about this incident unless the other two do first.

Other than that, I have had no other fallouts with anyone else. If someone soft blocked me as a result of the above issues, I simply blocked them.

I do however, acknowledge the recent statement made by @epicderpface. I would not call that a fallout as there were no exchanges. It was a matter of me reading too far into things and learning how to handle a growing mutual base. This happened around August/September 2025 and I was still relatively new to the fandom. I did not understand the concept of 'soft blocking' after a mutual ( a friend of theirs ) had done so to me. In my fandom experience, hard blocking was the only way to go and soft blocking made me feel as if I was being watched. That was, of course, anxiety talking.

Once again, I ranted in the small, private server with my friends about my own paranoia surrounding other people's 'behaviours', but in the end; it was a lesson for me to learn that not everyone is out to get me. I acted on a natural human response, fear, and ranted in what I had assumed was a small, secure place.

It is a common consensus that these conversations were in public servers with a massive audience. The truth is that this was an invite only server with only six people at the time. When I ranted in both occasions, I was confiding in friends ( the four people who were active ). A third party, one of the six who was not active, took it upon themselves to share what I had vented in confidence, again, to friends.

I do not condone the harassment of any individual, nor have I ever urged my followers or friends to send hate or threats. I have made several posts such as this in the past. I do not appreciate nor find any pride in anyone fighting battles on my behalf, especially when it is cruel.

I apologise on their behalf, but am also aware that I cannot be held responsible for people's own autonomy. There is no evidence of me explicitly calling for hate on any user.

Any claims that I had fallouts with people and sent others to threaten them, or did so myself, are invalid if not backed by evidence ( screenshots, that aren't just anons in their inbox as anonymous messages cannot in any way be traceable ).

 Satorusstupidgirl

Once again there is no substantial evidence that this blog is me. Claiming that the themes are similar is not only incorrect, but also ignorant to the fact that I am a big blog, people will copy my themes.

This does raise a more important point: why should I care?

Framing me as this blog and looking for 'hidden similarities' has become more of a 'gotcha!' moment when in reality, dark content is nothing new to me.

I've stated multiple times that I am anti-censorship. I do not care what people write, you cannot make me care. As long as it is fictional characters, in a fictional world, in a fictional situation— I don't care.

Furthermore, I've written problematic content on this blog. It's no secret.

Unhealthy obsession, toxic relationships, dubcon, cannibalism, etc. I have also mentioned stepcest on this blog before.

I have written noncon, but I have not posted anything. Anti-censorship aside, I have openly said that I am a rape victim and that this is how I cope. You do not get to dictate how I express my own trauma. I was encouraged by my psychologist to write about my trauma using these methods. It is cathartic. A way for me to feel safe and in control. I will not be shamed for that.

In the very screenshot of my pinned provided as 'evidence', it says that I am a nsfw/dark content friendly blog. I have never deceived anyone in this regard. Scroll through my blog for ten minutes and you'll very quickly see my stance on this topic.

 Plagiarism

Plagiarism: presenting work or ideas from another source as your own, with or without consent of the original author.

Fanfiction is a derivative work. Any artist knows that originality is dead. The way that fandom thrives is by reusing, recycling and by taking inspiration from various creators. I have spoken on this matter extensively. While yes, we shouldn't go copy-pasting each other's fics, vague ideas cannot be owned.

Starting with the allegation that I plagiarized this Yuta in Satoru's body fic from AO3. It is not only invalid, but incorrect. For starters, I don't read on AO3. Even if I had read the fic, I had the idea first. The AO3 fic was posted on 26/03, I posted about the concept on 19/03. Not that I care, because I encourage people to use my work as inspiration, but this is factually incorrect.

Secondly, the portal pussy concept. @blkkizzat had approached me when she received an ask requesting the trope. She said that she did not feel comfortable with people sending her requests before I had even written the first chapter, as she had not seen anyone write the portal pussy concept in the jjk fandom as of yet. I reblogged the ask she answered, thanking her and also telling people to at least wait for me to get the fic out first. I did not say other people could not write it. Even if someone went ahead and wrote it anyway, I would not have made a fuss out of it. Ideas are meant to be shared, transformed and recycled. That's what keeps fandom alive.

Kali explained this perfectly in her response. I never asked for, nor expected an apology.

 And finally, yes. Reusing an idea.

If you read the first link under this heading, you'll see my views about recycling ideas and writing your own interpretations of things. Yes, I saw the post in the screenshot. Yes, I reused the idea. I didn't think it would be an issue considering we're not only in two completely different spheres of the fandom, but also because it was a single sentence, not a fic.

After being made aware that the original poster didn't appreciate it after they reblogged the post and cited their displeasure in the tags, I attempted to approach them. They had blocked me. After numerous failed attempts of trying to find their username, I then proceeded to delete the post. I could only find their username again as a result of the callout post, in which I dug up my old mdzs blog to not only approach them but warn them of this callout blog. Here's how that conversation went.

 Unfortunately, I couldn't explain to them how a 'For You Page' is a compilation of tumblr suggested posts and not the people you follow because they had blocked me again. In an attempt to ease their discomfort, I proceeded to deactivate the blog shortly after.

I don't blame this person for their reaction as my name looks quite horrendous right now, but I cannot be told that I did not take accountability and apologised.

 Monetising Fanfics / Patreon

Japan has a very different view regarding derivative works. They freely allow people to create fanworks and monetise it. Ie: Comiket is a huge convention in Japan dedicated to the sale of fanworks. It's encouraged, as it keeps their IP alive, so that they can keep people interested in it for when they release merch.

Being a manga-ka/animator is not glamorous, so this is another way to encourage people to go down that path. This is also how they get discovered and have a "résumé", through fanworks.

Creds to Kali who worded this beautifully during one of our conversations. She is a creditable source as she studied in Japan herself. This is also a topic I researched extensively before opening my Patreon.

Furthermore, I don't see any issues when artists have patreons or accept commissions, so I have no idea how this doesn't apply to writers. People sell fanwork through art, writing, prints, figures, keychains, clothing, fansongs, plushies, crockery, mouse pads, sex toys, etc. These are sold on multiple platforms such as Amazon, Etsy and convention sites. If this was an issue it would have shut down a long time ago.

As for the claim that I 'don't interact in my patreon discord server', that server has become solely for updates because people do not speak there. Even before I had the server, people rarely spoke on the Patreon chat. I made the server in hopes it would encourage people to talk more. I was relatively active and tried to encourage people to text when it was first created. They are more introverted, and that's okay. People subscribe to the patreon for fics, not to interact with me. People simply get access to the server as a result of being on the patreon.

I did not ask any of the admins to interact on the server in my stead. This is once again, another false claim that cannot be backed by evidence.

To conclude this point, in what world is it anyone's business how much money I make? I am not a corporation. I am an individual. Digging into my financial standing is deeply disturbing.

As far as I know, there are only two other creators in the jjk-writer tumblr fandom who have Patreons, both of whom are white ( to my knowledge ). The fact that my race is singled out in these posts says a lot about what your real issue is regarding me earning money from fanfiction. Everyone knows that I'm South African. That comment was not directed towards people living in India.

Stating that "you are also Indian" on anon holds no grounds. Furthermore, @tojioffline did not in any way, shape, or form, condemn the racist rhetoric.

Adding onto the fact that I received countless asks featuring slurs, stereotypes and other racist rhetoric after this was mentioned, really says a lot.

 Being Run Out Of Old Fandoms

This is just blatantly incorrect. I haven't been involved in the diabolik lovers fandom since 2019, it was one of my first fandoms on wattpad. Not tumblr. I had no issues during my time in the diabolik lovers fandom.

The fandom I got 'run out of' was the tolkien fandom, and I was not 'run out', I left. Why? Because a small group of people were pissed that I wrote for god characters instead of the elves. I would receive countless hate asks about the things I wrote, and eventually had enough.

It was hardly dramatic, just a decision to leave something behind I had lost love for. My tolkien mutuals and friends can vouch for that.

 Fake Sweetness

This is purely opinionated. I cannot change anyone's opinion nor have any interest to. Everyone is entitled to believe what they wish.

I recently wrote this in my about me:

i tend to embody my preppy persona : sweetheart on this blog cause i'm a wattpad veteran and we lovveeddd our roleplay. i'm a very blunt person who's also quite anxious, so I tend to “pretty up” my interactions cause it's easier than worrying about whether my words will be misinterpreted !

I have always, and will always, put an extra effort into being nice. This might come off as 'disingenuous' or 'fake' because majority of my interactions are framed in a preppy manner. So let me try to offer an explanation for this.

Firstly, as stated in my 'about me', a lot of what I present on this site is an online persona. That is what most blogs do. I play up a certain characteristic for entertainment purposes. In the real world I am considered a pretty blank and naturally sarcastic person. I have an issue with expressing my emotions visually and verbally. Due to this, I have become hyper-aware of how I may be perceived, and thus try my absolute hardest to make sure my words cannot be misinterpreted.

This is also a manifestation of my moral scrupulosity OCD.

Moral Scrupulosity revolves around the fear that one may act in ways that are inconsistent with their own moral compass, or what they deem as “good” or “bad” by society’s standards

— International OCD Foundation

To summarise, my mind hyperfocuses on the idea that I could be perceived as a 'bad' person. Due to this, I filter every interaction, digital or not, through this thought process. This is severe paranoia.

Without this knowledge, I can understand why some may assume my personality is 'fake'. I cannot change that opinion for some, but this is my explanation as to why you may think that.

I've also compiled a list of people I have not only interacted with, but have become friends with over my years in fandom. I'd argue that people who have interacted with me over extended periods of time warrant more validation than nameless anons.

Here is a list of fandom friends who I have maintained through the years. They can vouch for the kind of person that I am.

@aves1018 ( 10 years, every fandom )

@stxrfell ( 10 years, every fandom )

@local-writer ( 9 years, several fandoms )

@fayevalentinesgamblingchip ( 5 years, kamisama kiss, tower of god fandom )

@rurifangirl ( 5 years, kamisama kiss fandom )

@eden-dum ( 5 years, non-fandom friend )

@kiatheinsomniac ( 4 years, tolkien fandom )

@cilil ( 4 years, tolkien fandom )

@animatorweirdo ( 4 years, tolkien fandom )

@someoneinthestars ( 4 years, tolkien fandom )

@ruiniel ( 4 years, tolkien fandom )

@howlsmoonhaven ( 3 years, several fandoms )

Problematic Content

Once again, I have never claimed to be anti dark content. I have always been anti-censorship and never once hid that. So, regarding my taboo content, this shouldn't be news to anyone.

In my Something Old, Something New fic, it was listed multiple times that this was a 'former student trope', which is not new to fanfiction, nor to me. I've written college professor x student fics and even a former student fic with Satoru. As for not tagging it correctly, you are being purposefully ignorant.

Furthermore, the fic was tagged correctly and includes no grooming nor borderline pedophilia. All characters were explicitly confirmed adults. The reader does not come onto Yuta in any way, shape, or form. Even towards the end, she shoves him off after he kisses her.

It's also important to note that Yuta is twenty three in the fic. This is blatant cherry picking, because several people are now writing about Yuta, Yuji, and Megumi after the conclusion of Modulo, in which we have an actual timeline of them being fully grown adults.

While what I am writing is not 'aged up' characters because of the Modulo timeline, I can start tagging it as such for people to filter out easier.

 Neurotypical Observation

As an individual with diagnosed OCD and suspected Autism, I have the right to bring up ableism and make observations about neurotypicals coming into neurodivergent spaces and misunderstanding our mannerisms.

Tumblr has always been coined as the 'neurodivergent site'. Those of you who are new to this may not know that. That does not mean that tumblr is solely for neurodivergent individuals, only that many have connected here.

The post explicitly listed matters of 'friendship decay' in the tags, which is an issue we are currently seeing in fandom ( specifically, in which blogs grow upset when their mutuals do not interact with them ).

The truth is that neurodivergents and neurotypicals have differing standings on friendship and interactions. Both are valid.

Studies show that some neurotypical individuals often require friendship maintenance in the form of frequent interactions, something that I and numerous neurodivergent individuals struggle with. Even then, those that do not struggle with the act of replying do not require the same maintenance. It's known as the 'rose meets cactus' conundrum.

My post was an observation, not a call for segregation.

 The Gojo Twins

I have never claimed to be the creator of the Gojo twins trope. Here's one example. This goes back to my previous point in plagiarism as to how fandoms thrive.

When I started writing Seeing Double, my Gojo twins fic, I knew I did not just want to write two Satorus. Thus, Satoshi was created. I developed him fully with my best friend in discord dms, @aves1018. Satoshi became a hit and people wanted more of him in different verses.

Thus, Satoshi was officially coined as an OC. I made info posts about him and encouraged people to use him, my oc ( differentiated by his personality, backstory and scars ) in their fics as long as they credited me ( again, for my specific Gojo twin ).

This is nothing new, people make ocs who are siblings to canon characters all the time. Mine just so happened to become popular.

When people started putting my oc into character ai bots, I came out and condemned them for it as I do not support ai.

When people started using my oc ( my version of Satoshi ) in fics without crediting me, I called them out.

In no way did I claim the name Satoshi, it simply became associated with me because I was one of the first people to name my Gojo twin in the new resurge of the trope. Rather than call one 'Toru' and the other 'Sato' ( no hate to those who did/do this ). I did not tell anyone that they could not create Gojo twin fics. I even encouraged and reblogged multiple of them.

While I won't say much about people viewing my Gojo twin writing as 'twincest' because I've already shared my views about that extensively, I do want to comment on this.

Something that is taken out of context. I was not referring to writers at all, and was very obviously referring to readers who harass writers / expect them to bend over backwards for them. This is yet another blatant misreading. Bear in mind this was also said while I was angry after facing several hate anons going into my mutuals inboxes trying to stir drama. I did not go through with it and simply went on a blocking spree.

 Being Mutuals With Pro-shippers

Anti censorship: believing, or expressing the belief, that people in authority should not prevent a work of art, document, or other type of communication from being freely available, even if it contains secret information or expresses ideas that are considered unsuitable.

I am anti-censorship, I don't care what people post as long as it is fictional characters, in a fictional setting and a fictional scenario. I follow anyone with the word 'writer' in their bio. This is nothing new, it's in my guidelines and has always been.

As for @/belimah, the moment I realised that they posted art without crediting and against artists' wishes, I unfollowed them.

However, it is deeply ironic that I am condemned for 'having proshipper mutuals' when some of the sources in the callout post are from proshippers / dark content blogs to begin with.

 Making Mutuals

This one confuses me. The immediate assumption that I make mutuals for gain is not grounded in facts. It is once again an opinion.

I make mutuals fast because I follow any writer, big or small, the second I find them. I also interact with everyone, regardless of whether they are a writer, artist or simply a reader. I reply to almost every comment in my pieces and have even followed back some of my frequent readers. Sometimes I send in asks complimenting people on their themes, or random asks when I see them on my dashboard. I have always done this, this is not anything new.

Here is a post from when I was still new to the fandom where I stated this.

Here are several other instances of me stating this too. One | Two | Three

Claiming that I do this is not only baseless, but opinionated.

 Reblogging Fanfic With AI Headers

AI art is getting increasingly more difficult to differentiate from real art. I genuinely did not know that the art was AI, and if I was approached on the matter I would have deleted my reblog.

Also, the original creator changed their header. I assume they didn't know either. You cannot fault someone for an honest mistake.

 I Don't Address Situations

I'm using this as my conclusion. In this fiery post I stated that I do not address issues that people cannot be upfront about. I stated that I do not entertain anons, as anons do not reveal themselves because they know that the majority of their claims are false, purposefully ignorant or cannot be backed by evidence.

I have always been an individual who approaches matters openly and prefers communication over conflict. As shown in the plagiarism section. I do not discuss personal issues publicly. Never have, never will. The post I reblogged encouraged people to approach me in private.

Here is an example of someone approaching me after I had blocked them and how I handle conflict when there is direct communication.

 Anons and burn book blogs do not count as 'approaching'. It is hostile and meant to tear people down, stir drama and enable cancel culture. My name has been dragged through the dirt by multiple people who either misinterpreted or did not approach me privately. When I say 'talk to me face to face', I mean private message. No anonymity. No masks.

@edensanon is anonymous. None of the allegations above were approached in a one-on-one. I will not entertain people who simply wish to cause drama nor will I cater to those who are purposefully ignorant to how the internet, especially cancel culture/mob mentality, works. I cannot be blamed for not addressing anonymous 'allegations' in the past. Not only is there no proof other than hearsay from anons, but no matter what I say, people who came with the intention to convict would never see reason.

I cannot fathom why this has become as big of an issue as it has. I use tumblr to practice my writing and further my writing career. I have had private issues with people in the past, we all have, but none that warrants this. Especially because I myself have never brought any of these issues to public.

While this does look like 'hundreds of people hating on sweethearticism', I am fairly convinced it is only a select, dedicated few.

It is blatantly obvious that I have been a target of the burn book blogs ever since they activated. A lot of hate towards other writers was said to be speculation or simply gossip. Some writers were even given the opportunity to clear their names. However, whenever my name is brought up, it is met with absolute criticism and no grace whatsoever. Not to mention that I have been mentioned a total of 70+ times on the blog. A disproportionate amount compared to others.

Everything I post is nitpicked, and framed in a bad light. Realistically, if you did this with any other blog, you could spin a wide variety of multiple, unrealistic claims. I've obviously not covered everything in this post, because most 'allegations' are of similar nature to the ones I've listed— blatant misreads, stuff purposefully taken out of context and hearsay.

Anonymous claims cannot be backed and are easily fabricated. I urge everyone to note how majority of the 'allegations' are sent by anon asks: no name, no context, no screenshots, no evidence. All of these claims have no ground and have become a game of broken telephone.

But, I would like to raise a deeper issue.

Sending asks to people I know, tagging my mutuals and pressuring them to 'form an opinion', making an entire anonymous account and inciting bullying: is not looking for accountability. It is harassment.

The troves of anons and callout blogs have nurtured a mob mentality. This is not holding people accountable.

The fact that I was rushed to make this response, and when I did not respond to their pressure they immediately turned to harassing my friends and mutuals, clearly spells mob mentality.

I urge everyone to be aware of the dangers of this mentality. As it has not only affected me, but many other blogs too.

I have been harassed and threatened numerous times. Both in my own inbox and via anons on @tojioffline and @tojioffline2. This is only a few, as I've deleted most without screenshots.

This is not holding someone accountable, this is not activism, this is bullying.

I want to end this off by saying that I am a human being and I have made mistakes, but holding a magnifying glass up to each and every one of them, is not fair. I have acknowledged, and apologised for any I have made, and hope that this can be put behind us.

I am finally putting this to rest. Being bombarded with several claims that were not only misreadings but also a clear grab at drama, has been extremely exhausting. If anyone wants further clarification, you are more than welcome to privately message me. I will not reply to anons, burn books nor 'callout posts' any further.

If you ever wondered why they call tattoos and piercings "unprofessional" and "unsophisticated"