joy is coming

anna gavalda / friedrich nietzsche / clarice lispector / jandy nelson / rebecca perry / mhairi mcfarlane

1. as consciousness is harnessed to flesh, susan sontag 2. sarah kane 3. franz kafka 4. a distorted reality is now a necessity to be free, elliot smith 5. robert anton wilson 6. the wisdom of insecurity: a message for an age of anxiety, alan watts

I can't believe childhood is over. SUCCESSION (2018-2023)

cough it out - the front bottoms // game shows touch our lives - the mountain goats // funeral - phoebe bridgers // be nice to me - the front bottoms // i really wish i hated you - blink 182 // i dont love you - my chemical romance // your graduation - modern baseball // back to december - taylor swift // night shift - lucy dacus // why didnt you stop me? - mitski // good 4 u - olivia rodrigo // no children - the mountain goats // coney island - taylor swift // boy division - my chemical romance // good for you - my chemical romance // no children - the mountain goats // early sunsets over monroeville - my chemical romance // night shift - lucy dacus // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers // perfume - lovejoy // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers

Van Halen, "Push Comes to Shove" | Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray | Greta Gerwig, Lady Bird (script) | The Bastard Son & The Devil Himself, episode 8 | Hayao Miyazaki, Spirited Away (transcription) | @h-isforhiatus | Mitski, "Remember My Name" | Carmen Maria Machado, In the Dream House

personally this is how i'll be tracking 2023

ok im obsessed w this tag

That was me trying to show Bin how glorious she had been in our lives – and how nothing could change that, taking her own life wasn’t a failure by her, or a rejection of all of us. It was, as they say on Love island, what it was."

I did not have "cry at a quote including a Love Island reference" on my to do list today, but here we are

Goodbyes are inevitable | discarded library book acquired from Michael Dumontier @stoppingoffplace

Van Halen, "Push Comes to Shove" | Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray | Greta Gerwig, Lady Bird (script) | The Bastard Son & The Devil Himself, episode 8 | Hayao Miyazaki, Spirited Away (transcription) | @h-isforhiatus | Mitski, "Remember My Name" | Carmen Maria Machado, In the Dream House

cough it out - the front bottoms // game shows touch our lives - the mountain goats // funeral - phoebe bridgers // be nice to me - the front bottoms // i really wish i hated you - blink 182 // i dont love you - my chemical romance // your graduation - modern baseball // back to december - taylor swift // night shift - lucy dacus // why didnt you stop me? - mitski // good 4 u - olivia rodrigo // no children - the mountain goats // coney island - taylor swift // boy division - my chemical romance // good for you - my chemical romance // no children - the mountain goats // early sunsets over monroeville - my chemical romance // night shift - lucy dacus // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers // perfume - lovejoy // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers

mary oliver - august / car seat headrest - vincent / vincent van gogh - sorrowing old man (at eternity's gate)

beast monster thing (love isn't love enough) - car seat headrest / nobody is ever going to want me - giles corey / post by @hivemindz / you're a dog - gilla band / dog - charlie parr / we should fight - ezra furman

beast monster thing (love isnt love enough), car seat headrest // lonely eyes, the front bottoms // the draw, bastille //holly warburton // hey, space cadet (beast monster thing in space), car seat headrest // haruki murakami // siggtrygr // holly warburton // anthony cudahy // david levithan // @/erotomanicpixiedreamgirl // fiona apple // the outsider, marina // holly warburton // @/iwannagetmarriedintrippenshoes // f. scott fitzgerald // anemone, joywave