vyva melinkolya

please i love Cyanotype and i wanna use that color-story for a future album (not the next one but the one after)

here <3

That being said—for the time being—would yal mind not asking me about when the next album will be out. If you’ve either asked me a question about it here or on Instagram, you’ve done absolutely nothing wrong nor have i felt uncomfortable. But, (and again, I’m very flattered by this) I get questions about it every day and I have to be honest with you all: i have no idea when the album is going to be out. And that b r e a k s me because finishing it is really all I want in the world right now. But since this time last year, I’ve had a lot of disruption in my life (physical health, mental stuff, other things) with more “change” still to come. And though I am working on the album most days that I can, the pace has been absolutely glacial. I am now in treatment for my OCD (has been really bad since last fall) which is a huge part of why it’s been taking so long, so hopefully that will help. OCD and life stuff aside, I’ve always had a relatively slow pace (not by design, i wish it wasn’t like this). I started writing “Unbecoming” near the end of 2018/beginning of 2019, it came out in 2023. I started writing AWG (will announce title soon but yal place your bets in meantime) in 2021, and if I had to guess, it will be out sometime later in 2027. But i just don’t know. Again, I wish more than anything that it was closer to completion, I wish I could freeze the rest of my life and finish it, fuck, music is my whole reason for life. But it’s going to take a little longer. It will be worth it.